Dear Journal,
I made my way through the crowded halls of the school with Mike in tow. He kept chattering to me about this and that but my head was preoccupied with so many other things that I barely paid attention. All I wanted him to tell me about was Edward but I didn't feel like I knew him enough to just ask him about him so I'd have to ask Jess, she seemed to know about everyone in th school.
We finally made it to Biology class and Mike walked me in and introduced me to the teacher, Mr. Banner. He seemed like a nice enough guy considering he didn't make me stand infront of the class and introduce myself like all of the others. He was a tall balding man with glasses but a comedian in ways with some of the funny comments he made. He pointed me towards an empty chair next to...him.
Edward Cullen, it couldn't be. As soon as I walked by the big revolving fan ,my hair started blowing in the breeze and Edward flinched and covered his mouth. I saw him clench his hands to the side of the table which made his knuckles even whiter then he was. I lifted my hair to my nose and sniffed in the sweet strawberry scent, gently flipped my hair down to my shoulders and shrugged.
I nonchalantly made my way to the black desk and sat down next to him. I took off my jacket and placed it on the backing of my chair letting it hang loosely to the floor. He moved his chair over quite a bit and started leaning as far away from me as possible. It was like I was some ungodly devil woman and he wanted nothing to do with me. What ever did I do to him to make him act this way?
We ended up watching a boring filmstrip and with each little movement I made he made one as well and got further and further away from me. But, I couldn't help but see that he was staring at me as if he hated me with such a passion. I could see the hate in his eyes as I looked at him but I always turned my face away quickly while turning beat red. I was starting to get very very uncomofrtable when all of a sudden he quickly stood up, then the bell rang. I stared at his back in amazement.
"What did you do to Cullen, stab him with a pencil?", Mike chuckled.
"I...don't know", I stammered quickly.
I shot up out of my seat quickly and ran through the door. Tears were starting to build up in my eyes and I just wanted to get away from that place as fast as I could. I found my truck, climbed in, cranked the engine and took off. I don't care about gym class or this place anymore. I just want to go home, back to Phoenix with Mom. I pulled into the drive and the cruiser wasn't there, good I thought to myself. I ran through the door and up to my room and layed on my bed and cried. I need to write Mom tonight and tell her I don't want to be here anymore. She'll understand I kow she will, but what about Charlie?
~Bella
