Dear Journal,
I woke up once again to the piercing sound of my alarm clock. I quickly reached over and shut it off violently. Was it Monday already? The weekend flew by too fast as it always does. At once his face started to flood my mind and he was so beautiful and perfect. Today was the day I would confront him, talk to him, be scared out of my mind. Maybe it wouldn't be as bad as I'm thinking. I don't really know him at all so I could be overreacting as usual and this whole mess is a big misunderstanding.
I started my day with a poptart as usual and headed out the door. The whole way to school my mind was filled with him. He might not even be there, that made me relax more in my seat. I floored the gas to get there faster, I prayed he was there. All I wanted to do was see his angelic face, if only once more. I started looking around at once for him but saw nothing of him or his family. I saw Mike and Jess, waved hi and made my way to them.
The hours slowly ticked by and with each second my heart began to ache. I saw nothing of him at lunch which meant he probally wouldn't be in biology later, where I wanted to make my point to him. My friends saw this change in me and weren't very pushy on knowing what was going on except Mike. He was always following me around like a lost puppy which ws kind of cute but started to get annoying. He offered to walk me to Biology and I didn't refuse the gesture.
We made our way to class and as I got to the door my heart stopped. There he was as perfect as he was sitting in the seat beside mine. I bit my lip as I made my way towards him and suddenly I had nothing to say. I turned into a coward and how could I not looking into those butterscotch eyes of his, I melted instantly. He pulled his head up, tilted it to the side and was staring at me. His eyes were kind, curious in a way. I took my seat next to him and let my jacket drape over the chair.
"Hello, the angel spoke. I'm Edward Cullen."
I turned to him shocked buy tried to keep my composure.
"Hi", I replied quickly not knowing for sure what to say.
"You're Bella correct? Bella Swan?" He asked in his perfect voice.
"Yes, yes I am" I replied eagerly.
"It's nice to meet you Bella," he declared.
"It's nice to meet you too, "I agreed. I suddenly got brave and questioned him a bit. "You weren't here for a few days I noticed, was there something wrong?" I asked hoping it wasn't me.
"Oh yes, I was quite ill for a bit and couldn't make it in," he acknowledged.
Sick, I thought to myself, that had to be it. Of course it wasn't me, I was being absurd in even thinking of it.
"What brings you to Forks Bella other than your Father Chief Swan?," he asked.
"Well, I started, My stepdad Phil is a minor league baseball player and he travels alot so I thought it would be nice to be here grounded while they were traveling. Plus it gives them some alone time together."
"Ahh, he sighed, that is very nice of you to do that for them. I'm quite sure they appreciate what you did."
His voice was like music to me that buried itself deep in my soul and left me in a trance.
The bell suddenly rang and i jumped out of my chair.
"I hope to see you again Ms. Swan, "the angel called to me.
Before I could replay he was gone and I was standing there in utter shock.
~Bella
