Let's Fall in love (Jihoo's Love Story) (Boys over flower)

Chapter 14

Jihoo's P.O.V.

I sat on the couch. Though it was a busy day but I don't feel sleepy at all. Looks like I'm copying Ella. I'm not being able to sleep as I'm confused right now. I thought of only one person to talk right now. Grandpa. Though it's too late to call but I can't help. I'll give it a try.

I called grandpa crossing my fingers for him to pick up.

"Hello?" Grandpa said form the other side.

"Grandpa." I huffed.

"What is it? Why aren't you sleeping?" He asked

"Nothing just because."

"Child! I'm your grandpa. Even your breath talks to me. Now don't waste time and speak up."

"Grandpa, I don't know. I'm a bit confused."

"What's making you confused?"

"I don't know. It's difficult to explain in words. Just that I feel restless."

"Are you scared?"

"Sorry?"

"Are you scared that you'll again end up being alone?"

I didn't answer. I don't know what to answer.

"Boya? Talk to me?"

I took a breath. I mumbled to say. "Maybe."

"So what do you wanna do?"

"I don't know! I can't think of anything. Just that it hurts. I've come a long way. You know how I've set everything and made my life perfect. How much difficulties I faced to get back on track. To let all the feelings to go. I just can't take another heart broken thing."

"So you agree this to be something that touch your heart already?"

My eyes widen to what he said. I took a deep breath.
"I don't know.." I huffed

"See, I'll tell you something only if you promise to think over this. Otherwise I'm not gonna waste my words."

"Grandpa! Say it already. I need you to help me."

"It's an advice from the experience. Just go with the flow. Don't be hard on yourself. Don't hold yourself back. Deep inside I know you too don't want to hold it back. Isn't it?"

What is this? Can he read me!
"Maybe." I said
Grandpa laughed

"If it is then just be yourself. You don't have to hold yourself back nor do have to hurry. Things will find it's own way. You can't judge your present in the light of your past. Past is something that can't be changed but present is that powerful thing that can change your future. So you'll have to decide wisely whether you'll regret over past or let the past go and try to change the future. If you keep holding onto the past you'll nothing but regret later that you could've changed it but you didn't. Whatever you do just be yourself and know that you won't regret in the future. Maybe you should just let the time decide. Got it?

"Yes grandpa."

"Let me know what you've decided. Okay?"

"Hmm. Okay. Thank you grandpa. Good night."

"You're always welcome my child. Good night."

I hanged up the phone. Maybe he was right. I still don't know what I should be doing.

Okay. I'll let time decide. Let's see where it takes me this time.....

Ella's P.O.V.

I caught Jihoo staring at me at dinner. Did I made things awkward? Ah! I shouldn't have done that. But it was good enough that I acted normal. Though I always wanted him to know but I don't know. If things get awkward will he be changed. Will I have to stop seeing him? But didn't I wish to do that? Haven't I been trying hard for this! To stay away from him. I thought to myself lying down.

"Aah! It's so confusing!" I huffed.
"But didn't I decide not to overthink about it! Alright. Let's just enjoy the time spent here and stop overthinking. Anyway all these gonna come to an end in one week! And very soon we'll be on own way!"

Third P.O.V.

Woobin: "Woah! I don't believe that he just cut off the phone!"

Yijeong: "What else do you expect! We  pulled his leg!"

Woobin: "Let's go there! Let's find out what's going on! It'll be so much fun I tell you!"

Yijeong: "Whay? Do you want to die?"
He smirked.

Junpyo: " Boya! He'll be back in a week anyway!"
He yelled

Yijeong: " What is it? Why do you look irritated?"
He asked curiously.

Junpyo: "I don't know. What is this Jihoo upto!"
He furrowed.

Yijeong: "What do you mean?"

Junpyo: "I just can't let him have another broken heart. Though I was helpless but it did hurt a lot. Though he changed a lot but I can still feel him hiding that empty part of him. He hid his loneliness behind his smile. So! Whoever the girl is I'll have to make sure that he doesn't get hurt at any cost!"
He furrowed.

Yijeong: "But we're not the one to decide. It's his life."

Junpyo: "Whay! We're his friends! We know him since childhood! What's with that girl!"
He yelled.

Woobin: "Woh bro! Chill. Calm down."

Yijeong: "Okay. Let him come first. Let's see what he has to say."

Woobin: " I don't think he'll be giving an explanation!"
He smirked

Yijeong: "We'll see."