Let's Fall in love (Jihoo's Love Story) (Boys over flower)

Chapter 55

Jihoo's pov

It's been almost two weeks but no sign of Ella. Jandi isn't taking it seriously cause she had done  this before. But only I know under which situation she left. She was like a gust of cool breeze. She came, calmed my mind and unfortunately....... Before meeting her I was leading the life in a cyclical way. Everything was in right place except for me...  For the very first time she made me look into myself.... She taught me to look for my happiness, to look for the real me.! When I finally realised that she's the peace of my mind and I want to hold onto her she just went beyond my reach. I don't even have the slightest idea where she is in this world... This thought disgusts me! I don't even know if she's doing fine or not. I really don't know what to think! Should I think that she left because of the awkward situation I created or she had something going on in her life! Oh Ella where are you! I feel so helpless cause I don't know what to think or do. My brain isn't working properly. I can't even talk to anyone about the situation. I wish at least grandpa were here! . I don't wanna think something absurd. I  pray wherever she is, she's alright. Again I can't believe that she left because of my unthoughtful behaviour...  But she returning the bracelet confused me even more. Everyday I go to her house while coming back from work but it's all the same... She isn't there. I don't know what she wrote in that letter but I don't even dare to touch that box.

I was brought out of my thoughts at the doorbell. I opened the door. It's Woobin.
For some reason we have been awkward around each other.

"come in" I said skipping  the greeting part. I know very well why he's here. Though I can't share everything with him but at least someone is with me in this situation makes me a little better.

I offered him coffee and  sat on the couch. He took a sip.

"any.. News?"

I nodded no.

"have you tried looking for her home address or something .?" he asked

"there's nothing much to look for. The house she lives in is the address given."

"I see. You look tired. Are you again overdoing yourself?" he asked.

I sighed. "I never imagined things will be this awkward between us. In such situation you're the only one i can share my feelings with but I'm feeling"

"Don't" I was cut off by him.
"You don't need to feel awkward... Among us F4 you're the most considerate, that's why you're feeling burdened. But trust me! You don't need to. There was nothing between me and her anyway. It was just a moment of my haphazard feelings when I fell for her. I don't know whether even it can be considered that way or not. Just that she was way too naive and pure of all the girls I met till now. I won't deny that for a moment I  was swayed away by her innocence...." he chuckled." I fall for anyone in five minutes and get over in next five minutes. It not a big deal.!" He shrugged." I'm worried about you. Don't be too harsh on yourself. I'm sure she has her reasons. Don't worry... She'll be back soon."

I looked down at my mug. "I hope so."

" I have a meeting. I'll have to leave."

I came out to see him off. He was about to get on his car when he turned tugging his hand in his pocket.

"Did.... Did anything happened between you guys?" he asked curiously.

"what do you mean?"

"no just that you met her last. Did anything happened between you two for her to feel awkward or hesitate?" he furrowed.

I was too dumbfounded to answer.

"Forget it. Anyway take care." He left smiling.

Did he really mean that? Did she leave because she was feeling burdened! I'm again left with nothing but that dark cloud of thoughts.............