WhatsApp Ft. Pierre Gasly

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"Here." I hand Pierre a bag of frozen peas. 

"That you even have this here. With your father also being a cook and such." I chuckle and put his hand with the peas on his eye. Gentle of course, but still he hisses. 

"That's what you get when you tease people." I sit down next to him and with a racing heart, I clear my throat. "What are you doing here Pierre..."

"We split up weirdly after the weekend. It kept bothering. I needed to talk to you. In person." He looks at me and drops the bag with peas. "Why did you suddenly push me away." I shake my head, tears brimming in my eyes. 

"Please, Pierre, don't do this!" When he tries to hold my hand I stand up and lean against the kitchen counter.

"Do what?" Pierre frowns. I'm not exactly sure what he does what he has to stop, but I do know it makes me feel scared because it makes me feel like I have to confess I like him. He stands up as well and takes my shoulders. "What is going on Anca, ever since I accused you..." He stops. "You are not still mad, are you? I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have..."

"It's not that Pierre." I walk away from him again. 

"Than why are you creating space between us?!" The confusion is audible in his voice. 

"Because I have to. You said I deserved someone better than you. You said you don't deserve me. You were the first to push me away?"

 "Why is that bothering you so much?" I huff, a tear escaping the corner of my eye. 

"Because you decided for me. Because I might have been drunk, but I didn't do anything I wouldn't want sober. I don't want you to make a decision for me. Not this one. I don't care if I might deserve more or less. I don't care. I want you!"

Freaking hell, I am sorry for doing this again... But this just came on here like, there's not really a word for it I guess. But I can assure you this is going to be amazing! (New chapter already in the making!)

This makes no sense, sorry guys hehe