Now or Never.

Chapter 44

After telling Kane. It was like someone shot me. I never felt so alone, so terrible.

Kanes been here all the time But its not the same. I wanted this baby so badly. Julia was going to be a big sister. Kanes been trying to be there for me, I can't help but push him away. Him and Nicole stressed me out and I lost our baby.

- Kanes POV -

Ive been trying to be there for her. Tell her how much I care but she doesn't seem to care. Losing our boy was heartbreaking for her. Its my fault. I stressed her out too much. So did Nicole.. Ugh I hate her so much...

" we should name him... " Juliette spoke.

" yes. We should. " I tell her.

" I like Jameson. " she smiled slightly.

" Jameson Allen Brown. " I smiled at her. She nods and sits on my lap.

" baby I'm so sorry.. " I look up at her. Tears in her eyes.

" we can always try again. I love you. I'm not leaving anymore. " I spoke, truth pouring out of my mouth. I'm not leaving. Nicole can get over it.

" really? " she looks down at me with her blue eyes.

" yes. Yes really, to both. I know we wasn't trying before but we can now. I'm sorry about everything baby. I promise ill make it up to you. I love you and our family." I smile up at her. She hugs me.

Things need to go back to normal. I miss my girls.
I'm interrupted by my phone buzzing... Nicole...

I kiss juliette forehead. And get up to answer... To tell her off.

" what?" I said harshly threw the phone.
" Kane, baby. I worned you. " she says I can hear the smile on her face.
" you wont hurt my girls, I promise that." I can feel my blood boil at the thought of someone trying to harm my babies. She laughs and I hang up.

I call Jeffery.

" thanks man. I need people to protect her and Julia all the time. Keep Nicole away from them. " I tell him. He agrees.

Now maybe Nicole will get the hint and back off. I love Juliette, not her. I hang up with Jeff and walk in go see my babies playing on the living room floor.

I snap a picture. This moment means the world to me.. My girls.
Julia sees me and starts to stumble her way to me.

" dada." She says as she walks to me.

" thats new! " I smile tears may be trying to fall.

" not really " juliette says.
" she said it when you left, when I'd watch your vidoes of you she would lay in bed with me and point and say dada." She smiles.

- Phone Buzzes. -

- This just in, Nicole has gone into labor. Will Kane be there? Keep you informed. -

I roll my eyes.
What should I do?
Go?
Finally prove the baby isnt mine..

I should.
" baby... I need to go to the hospital. To find out if its mine... I'm sorry. " I tell her. She nods in understanding.

" just come home after please... I love you" she slightly smiles.

Those words... I love you. They meant the world to me..

" I love you baby girl. " I say back and kiss her.
As I walk to the door, I look back at my little family.. I smile...

But something doesnt feel right...
But what??

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Hey y'all.
I have a new phone so I'm still learning how to use it. So updating is a struggle. I went from a iPhone to a Android so its weird.

Ill update soon.
Oh and Merry late Christmas and late HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

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