Now or Never.

Chapter 29.

I hooked my phone up to the aux cord and get onto YouTube and look up that song.. i turn it up, still sitting at the drs office parking lot.. still in shock...

" Life was great,
Wouldn't change a thing,
I had it all but with you I had more,
But out of nowhere out of the blue,
Our love turned into a war
Now you're gone, you moved on
And I hate the way I'm feeling.

Now the only way I know that I can get you off my mind,
To keep a bottle so close, try to leave it all behind.
And I couldn't get enough
Girl, I'm drowning drunk in love
I used to think you'd never say it's over, I used to love you sober
I used to love you sober

I'm on the floor cursing at the door
Broken hearted with a pounding head
And I know I got to let you go
So the liquor helps me forget,
Your name, your face
This pain I can't erase

Now the only way I know that I can get you off my mind,
To keep a bottle so close, try to leave it all behind.
And I couldn't get enough
Girl, I'm drowning drunk in love
I used to think you'd never say it's over, I used to love you sober
I used to love you sober

Now you're gone, you moved on
And I hate the way I'm feeling
Now the only way I know that I can get you off my mind,
To keep a bottle so close, try to leave it all behind.
And I couldn't get enough
Girl, I'm drowning drunk in love
I used to think you'd never say it's over, I used to love you sober
I used to love you sober"

The song blasts threw the speakers.. tears roll down my eyes and onto my cheeks..

I begin to drive down the street. Still crying..

Than...

It all went black..

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" Juliette? It's mommy." I hear someone talk.

I make a few noises and fall back to sleep.

- Hours Later -

" Juliette? I'm doctor James. You've been in a car accident.  How are you feeling?" Someone spokes

I try to talk but my voice is crackly.. dry throat..
I saw a glass of water and chugged it down in seconds..

" how's my baby? My baby? How is she?" I spoke.

" she's perfectly fine. No harm done. I'm going to keep you here a few day to keep an eye on her and you. " he spoke and left.

I was in a accident... Jesus..