Motley Crue - You're All I Need (Vince Neil/Nikki Sixx/Tommy Lee/Heather)

8: Feel Your Love Tonight

~ Amanda's POV ~

I patiently waited for the show to be over as I tried to enjoy the music. I really could appreciate the talent of the entire band and I think that made my infatuation with Vince that much more intoxicating. Despite everything, he really was all I had ever wanted. I know I'm only 19 and how could I possibly know what I wanted, but just for now, he was everything.

Heather joined us just as there was a couple of songs left.

"Shit, I'm so tired guys," she said as she plopped down on the floor next to us. She groaned as the discomfort of the pregnancy was probably taking a huge toll on her.

"How much longer is your sentence?" Stephen joked as he winked at Heather.

"Three more months, not sure if I can make it that long though. I only have a couple weeks left of work," she said putting her hands together in a praying motion.

Before the last song Tommy waved at Heather and she enthusiastically waved back to him.

"I still can't believe I'm doing this," she said as she rested her hands on her growing stomach.

"So, is Tommy ready for this?" Stephen asked with a worried expression on his face. Melissa and I locked eyes as we patiently awaited for her to answer.

"He told me so. I told him if he wants anybody to do with the baby that he has to be there for me, he didn't even hesitate," she said as she raised her eyebrows. There was our answer.

The show came to a close and Melissa asked me if I wanted her to be with me when I talked to Vince, but I figured if we were going to talk that we should do it right. Alone.

Everybody broke off as Heather went to go embrace Tommy. Nikki came over and hugged me and after he asked me how I was. I immediately told him I wanted to talk to Vince.

"Oh shit," he said as he looked around. "Where'd that bitch go off to?" He peered over the crowd but he just shrugged. He grabbed my arm and started pulling me around, frantically searching for him.

"Nikki, it's okay it can wait," I said as I saw him frantically searching around.

"Lets check the bar," he said as he ran off, making me almost chase after him. Vince was standing there talking with the owner. "I think he's apologizing," Nikki said as we stood and waited for them to finish. They nodded and then shook hands before Vince turned to see Nikki and I standing there. My heart started to beat faster as he got closer and closer to us.

"Hey guys," Vince said as he reached us, but Nikki used his arm to block him from just walking past us. He looked a bit taken aback but he looked to me for an explanation.

"Could we talk?" I said as I looked directly into his soft brown eyes. Last time I had asked that, it didn't go too well. But I had a  better feeling this time around.

"Yeah, of course," he said as he looked a bit surprised. He smiled at me innocently as he looked at my changed appearance. "Where?" He asked as Nikki lowered his arm and excused himself.

"Anywhere is good, let's just sit here," I said as I pointed to one of the booths.

We sat down across from each other and he rested his elbows on the table. I waited for him to talk first, even though I was the one who wanted to talk.

"Amanda, where do I even begin?" He asked as he reached his hands out to touch mine. I hesitantly let him as I decided to let him explain himself. "None of this is an excuse for what I did...," he said as he told me everything from how he first got involved with drugs and his struggles since. "I'm clean now," he said as he nervously awaited for me to say something.