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16 - imperfections

kiara

i wake up, trembling. my body is sticky with sweat and my shirt clings to my skin.

i'm about to get out of bed when i bump into a body next to me. my breath hitches and then i remember it's grayson. i'm in his apartment and his bed, i'm fine.

i reach onto the nightstand ever so slightly, my hand searching for my phone in the dark. i feel the sleek, smooth glass and i pick it up, clicking the home button and squinting when the bright light blinds me.

  the clock at the top of the screen reads 1:26 am and i mentally groan due to the fact that i'm awake and sweaty; i can't sleep.

  i stand up trying to not put all my weight on the bed, relieving some of the pressure. grayson stirs but remains still once i get out of the bed.

  i make my way towards the bathroom, my feet padding quietly on the hard wood floor. i pass bailey's crib and take one lasting glance at her.

  her lips are parted, her long eyelashes rested upon her smooth pink cheeks. her dark brown hair had slowly started to curl the more it grows out.

  i keep walking and as i get closer to the bathroom door i open it up, slowly closing it before turning on the lights

  i look at myself in the mirror, my eyes wandering over my hardly covered body; all the imperfections and flaws about myself.

i break away from my trance and take my shirt off exposing practically my whole body except for my middle section. i spin on my heel and turn the shower on, the sound of the water falling almost like rain seems to calm me down a little.

and then there's a pair of soft but calloused hands on my hips, right above the waistband of my underwear. my breath hitches and i turn around real quick.

grayson closes his eyes and leans his forehead against mine. "you need to stop stressing so much. you're worrying me, baby."

his hands pull on my lower back and i'm left with no option but to move closer to him, our bare chests colliding together. i wrap my arms around his shoulders, his smooth skin too irresistible for me not to touch.

"i love you," he says just above a whisper, his lips lingering too close to mine for me not to go absolutely crazy.

i close the gap between us, his soft, luscious lips molding with mine.

  "i love you too," i mumble against his lips as his hands pull me even closer than before, my back arching in the process.

he trails kisses down my neck, then my chest before coming back up and planting his precious lips right on mine. we're hungrily kissing each other when i feel his hands creep their way down to my underwear.

i know where this is going and i'm perfectly okay with it.

his fingertips brush past the waistband and immediately i want them off. i push them down my hips as far as i can and then i kick my legs until they drop to the floor.

"eager are we?" he chuckles backing away, his gaze trailing over my totally exposed body.

"gray," i whine, pulling him by his shoulders closer to me.

"babe, chill," he says, smirking as he begins to take off his sweatpants, throwing them into a pile.

i smile before smashing my lips back to his, he laughs again into the kiss before slightly bending over, his lips still attached to mine. i glance down and my knees buckle, god i missed this.

his hands find the back of my thighs and he scoops me up off my feet.

he breaks away from the kiss, a smirk breaking out over his face again. "you're for sure on the pill this time?"

  i snort out a giggle. "i haven't stopped taking it since i had bailey."

  "good, i don't need anymore kids right now," he comments making me slap his shoulder.

  he slowly backs us up, until i come into contact with the cold shower wall, making my back arch even more. his hands roam my wet body and mine find his hair, tangling my fingers in his soaked locks.

  his tip touches my entrance and i whimper into grayson's lips.

  "shh, we don't want to wake bailey up," he says in my ear.

  i nod my head and he begin to push himself into me. my face scrunches together in pleasure and i'm close to calling out his name but he places his palm over my mouth.

  his hand muffles the moans that increase with his speed. his free hand holds onto my hip as he thrusts deeper and harder by the second. my legs shake with anticipation and my arms draped over his shoulders.

  he slows down taking his time which only adds to the insane sensation in my lower region. his hand removes itself from my mouth and he grabs one of mine pinning it above my head. 

  "g-gray, it feels s-so good," i moan, barely able to form a sentence.

  "i know, babygirl," he grunts his head burying itself into the crook of my neck.

  his lips form small kisses here and there around the soft skin of my shoulder, sucking in a few places which only adds to the knot forming in my stomach.

  "g-grayson, i'm close," i whimper and with that he picks up his speed, sending me into full euphoria.

  i let a string of uncontrollable moans escape my lips before he does the same; his hot liquid filling me.

  he pulls out and sets me down, our wet bodies still touching from the previous events.

  his lips latch onto mine one last time and volts of energy spread through every vein in my body. it's amazing.

a/n: here you go you horny fuckers lol i'm jk but damn it got pretty smutty am i right or am i right lmao ilya
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