Hesitate

Chapter 11

Zero POV -

I hesitantly kiss him back, not sure if I was dreaming or not. It was awkward at first since it was my first kiss but I let him take full control of me. He pulled away and stare at me while I was still processing the situation.

"It is true Zero, everything that I said before, are true ... Ever since we began to talk to each other, you were gaining my heart little by little with your smile, laugh, even the way your eyes shine when you think about eating cereal. I know it all started with the deal my dad make with you in the begging and I'm aware that I've said mean things to you also. And I know... I know that you might noy believe me but it took everything I had in me to accept my feelings towards you. " He said as he wipe away my tears that were still falling down my cheeks.

I stare at him, trying to process what he was saying and when I finally did, it only make me cry harder, but this time my tears were from relief and happiness.

"W-what d-did I say something wrong ? Please don't cry anymore " Killian say panicking as he try to wipe away my tears again.

"I'm n-not crying b-because I'm sad dummy" I said before I jump to the other seat to hug him.

He chuckle as he put his hands around my waist and I just bury my face to his chest.

"Well I guess now the deal is not forced right ?" He said playful making me hit him in his chest.

"S-stop " I said smiling at him.

"There it is, that beautiful smile. I don't want to see you cry again " Killian said serious as he leans down to kiss my forehead.

Does it means that now we are in a relationship ?Yesterday he went to who knows where with a woman ....

"What does this make us ? " I decided to voice out my worries. I don't want to misunderstand anything or get my hopes up for nothing.

"Well this means that if you accept we are going to be real not just an act, what do you say do you want to be my boyfriend ?" Killian said looking down to me. As I bounce in his lap excited.

"Yes yes yes !!"

"Okay little one stop bouncing unless you want to wake up my friend " Killian say winking at me making me blush and stop.

Our sweet moment was interrupted by my stomach growling loudly.

"Okay then time to go and eat " Killian said.

I went back to my sit and Killian started the car heading to his house. I was about to say something when his phone started ringing.

"It's my dad... " He said looking confuse before answering the call.

I just stare at him through all his call when he finally finished he sighs then looked at me.

"My dad want to talk to us... He says it's important so he is going to my house." Killian said.

"D-do you think is about the deal ?" I said embarrass

"Maybe... We should just wait he was sounding nervous through the call."

"Okay." I said. I'm getting a bad feeling about this. Something bad is going to happen...

But I hope this feeling is wrong.

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Sorry about the short chapter but I'm sick and i really couldn't focus in this. I will update when I feel a little bit better 💕