Hesitate

Chapter 34

Killian's POV-

My heart was beating fast as I opened the door where my fiance was in. The first thing my eyes met where those hazel eyes that were full of terror. I quickly made my way to his side, holding his hand tightly. I kissed him and he hesitate to respond at first but in the end he gave in. I fought my tears back, I don't want to break down in front of him. I need to be strong. My feelings were a mess. I was happy since, soon I will meet my sons but at the same time i was terrified. I'm scare, I don't want anything bad happening to my kids or my fiance.

"K-killian..." Zero called my name as soon as we pulled apart. I caressed his cheeks as I paid my full attention to him.

"I'm sorry... for being childish. I was worried about you. B-but I should just have waited for you." Zero said making me frown. How can he think about that in this moment? He is such a humble boy honestly. He always think about others before himself.

"No Zero, baby it was my fault. I shouldn't have yelled at you. I should have explained to you before but let's not focus on that right now. It was not your fault and you aren't childish. I said that because I was getting frustrated and I'm very sorry for that." I apologized as I pecked his forehead. He weakly smiled at me as he closed his eyes to rest for a while. We waited for about 10 minutes for the anesthesia to kick.

"Every it's ready. Let's start the procedure." The doctor said making his way to where Zero was laying down.

Zero was looking at me and I did the same. I wanted him to relax so I decided to distract him.

"How will they be named?" I asked him sweetly. His eyes shined in excitement and his lips curled into a small curve.

" The first baby I want to named him Javier , that was the name of my grandfather... I would like to named him that. What do you think ? " he asked fearing that I will refuse.

I nodded and smile brightly.

"I love it! How about the second baby?" I asked him. 

"Well... I was thinking that you could the the second baby. " I smiled again. I was about to share him my idea of the name but I was interrupted with the sound of a baby crying. At that moment my heart stopped. My eyes widen as I teared up. I looked at Zero who was having the same expression on his face. I turned to see the doctor holding a baby. My first son!! Tears were falling from my eyes. I'm a father now!! I turned again to look at Zero with a smile on my face I kissed his cheek carefully.

"Thank you Zero! Thank you for everything." Zero smiled at me as he cried his eyes out.

"T-that's our b-baby " he smiled.

" The second baby is not responding, doctor. " I heard one of the nurses said. Slowly my smile disappeared as I watched in confusion.

"What do you mean by not responding!? What's happening?" I asked as I felt Zero tightening his hold on my hand. I felt Zero began to shake making me looked at him. His breath was uneasy and he was shaking badly. The monitor went crazy meaning that he was panicking. I wanted to calm him down but the nurses pushed me back.

"Sir, you need to go. We would need all the space in here. We will inform you--"

"No! I need to be with them!! They are my f-family." I said trying to get back.

"You will only make thing harder for us. If you really want to help wait in the waiting room." She said furious. She was right even thought I wanted to be with Zero, the doctor need his space to work. The last thing I heard was.

"Zero, you need to calm down. Doctor, he is losing too much blood we need to stitch the cut right now."

"And we need to translate the baby to the incubator."

I closed my eyes and for the second time I prayed to God.

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Enjoy!!!

Any suggestion for the second baby's name ?👀👀

The story is coming to an end( I know I have said this before but this time is for reals lol😂 )

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~ G maker 💚