Hesitate

Chapter 27

Killian POV-

I have lose count of how many drinks I have drank. Now I was sitting in front of the bar, as my mind was in a different place.

I know, I should have stayed with Zero but... I need to think by myself. We have to chose a important decision, and I'm not ready to decide.

Fuck.

I don't want to lose neither of them. Why can't we have a simple life?

I drank again, this may be my ninth drink... who knows. Beside all this, my dad had informed me that he already found my mother... and she wants to talk with me before she gets her punishment.

I sigh.

I should get going. I stood up when some random girl walked to my way.

"Are you alone ? " she said as she disgustly flirted with me.

"Don't touch me hoe, move the fuck out of my way" I said harshly, wanting to go home.

"Aw come on you know you want to" she said as she slowly touched my chest.

"Don't make me repeat myself, move out of my way" I said getting annoyed at the slut who was flirting with me.

When she started to kiss my neck, I immediately pushed her away. I did told her to move out of my way, it's not my fault she didn't listen.

"You jerk!! What is wrong with you!" She yelled at me making everyone looked at us.

"Ma'am are you alright? Did he did something to you?" Some random guy asked her while he helped her stand  up.

"That jerk was making me feel uncomfortable, I wanted to leave but he got mad " she began to cry.

I was furious, I have no time to deal with this drama queen! It wasn't even my fault. I was on my way to walk out of the place when the guy, who helped her out, punched me on the face, making me even dizzier than I already was.

"You pervert ! Didn't you mother teach you how to treat a woman correctly?" He began to yell making my head wanting to explode.

" I have no time for this " I yelled at him as I returned the punch but mine was a lot more stronger. I took my chance to leave the place when he was on the floor unconscious.

Damn! He made my lips bleed.

I sigh. Again.

I don't know what I'm going to say to Zero. I know I shouldn't had left him alone but I needed  some time by myself. I wanted to think before I spoke to him.... I don't want to make the wrong decision.

I opened the front door only to see darkness. I guess everyone went to sleep already. I began to panic when I didn't saw Mark in his room. Where is he? I went to check Zero in our room and I calmed down when I saw both of my angels sleeping on the bed.

They were hugging each other, this sight makes my heart warm. I quietly make my way to the bathroom.

I need to shower I bet I look like shit.

When I finished the first thing I saw was Zero crying quietly in our bed.

I frown at the sight as I slowly began to walk close to him.

"Hey was wrong ?" I asked sweetly, I didn't want to scare him.

"Let's go outside " he said, no looking at me. Shit, this was serious . Zero seems really angry this time , I can tell by the tone of his voice.

"What is wrong baby?" I asked wanting to get closer to him but I instantly stopped when he slapped me. I was shocked. What the fuck is going on!?

"So this is how is going to be!? " Zero snapped. He was trying to sound intimidating, but he was looking like a mad bunny. Ohh I wonder how will Zero look in on of those bunny customs !! Damn it Killian!! You should take this serious!!

"What are you talking about?" I asked him camly.

"Don't play dummy killian!!" Zero said as he crossed his arms with a pout on his face.

"Baby I don't what are you talking about." I said trying to no chuckle at Zero's pout.

"You left me alone Killian and then you came back so late... I went to pick up your clothes and I f-found a paper with a number written it. W-who is M-Mia? Are you c-cheating on me?" Zero asked as his tears began to fall.

"What baby!! Look I'm fucking sorry for letting you alone when you obviously needed me. I was being selfish, I know. I just wanted to have time to think by myself before we talk about our baby. And about that Mia, I promise you i didn't cheated on you, and I will never dare to do it. I love you to much to even think about that." I said as I hugged him, kissing the crown of his head to calm him down.

"Plase don't cry! Remember what I told you about seeing you cry." I said.

"T-then how did the paper ended on your p-pocket ?!" Zero asked as he looked up at me with teary eyes.

"Arg, I don't want to even talk about it. I went to a club to drink and think about stuff when I was about to leave this hoe went to me and started flirting with me. Hey, but I didn't even feel anything about her" I assured him when I saw him wanting to cry again when I mentioned the flirting.

"I told her to leave but she wasn't having it, I got mad and pushed then she began to cry and some random guy walked to me and pushed me on my face. Ugh I really can't deal with women!! They are so dramatic" I said annoyed at the thought of it.

I heard Zero giggled and that made me smile at him. I'm glad that he is smiling again.

"Please don't leave me again. I'm sorry about getting angry. I don't know what came over me. I'm sorry I'm sorry !!" He said as he buried his face on my chest, hugging tightly.

"Hey don't worry I kinda deserve that. I did leave you alone... and again I'm sorry about that. I won't ever leave you again... now come on, it's time for bed baby" I said as I carried him in bridal style to the bed.

We lay down on the bed with mark between us, still sleeping deeply.

I looked at Zero only to see him looking at me.

"I love you little one" I said as I pecked his lips.

"I love you too killian. A lot " he smiled sleepy.

"Good night, love" I said before closing my eyes. Tomorrow, we are going to have to make a big decision but for now let's rest.

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