Hesitate

Chapter 16

Killian POV-

Every was wonderful this morning, only me and Zero but now I'm sitting in front of my boyfriend and best friend chatting like it they knew each other for ages. When we left Luca's house Zero and Ivan introduce each other and all the ride you could only heard them gossip about Lucas but when we were in the my house Ivan stopped me saying he wanted to talk with me.

"Zero I'm going to my office to talk with Ivan " I informed him as he was making food.

"Okay I will call you two when the food is ready " I heard him yell from the kitchen. I walked towards my office with Ivan following behind.

"So what's the deal with you? " I ask him referring to his change of mood just two minutes ago he was laughing loudly with Zero and now he is looking so serious.

"How could you?!! Killian you said you don't like man right? then why... Why are you using Zero like that !? Can't you see! He is a good boy!?, fuck Killian you are the worst." He suddenly started yelling at me. I just stare at him like he was some kind of unicorn. Of course I'm not using Zero, I love him I really do. I regret saying those homophobic things but I was mad, mad at my father for choosing my own decisions but now I'm really thankful to him if it weren't for my father I wouldn't have met Zero.

"Hey, I know that I said homophobic comments when I got told that my father's choice was a man but now I know how Zero truly is and slowly he began to capture my heart. " I explained to him but panicked when I saw tears in his eyes.

"Hey, what's wrong ? Did I said something wrong?" I hurry to stand by his side trying to calm him down but he suddenly slapped me making me frown at him.

"You i-idiot."

"What ? Ivan are you okay ?" I ask worried.

"Killian you don't know how many years I kept this as a secret " he sigh and slowly calming down

"When you said that you hated faggots it got me so scare... B-because I'm one" there was a long silence in the room. Since when ? How couldn't I noticed this ? I'm his best friend almost like a brother... But I never noticed...

"I like men too, a-and I was scare, scare of you hating me because of that, so I didn't say anything" he looked down as he was expecting to me to be mad at him.

"Hey I would never hate you, you are important to me. If you had told me before well i would have understand you, yeah I mean I would also wanted to have time to think about it but that was before now I don't even care about what sex you like because Zero had taught that it doesn't matter who you love as long as it makes you happy is alright" I hugged Ivan and heard a noise in the entrance, and my beautiful boyfriend was stranding there watching us with a sweet smile in his face. I smile and wink at him making him shake his head.

"The dinner is ready boys " Zero said with his soft voice making me and Ivan break the hug and start making our way to eat.

I have never guess that my life would be like this. If someone would told me that I was going to end dating a man I would had laugh at them but look at my life now, I wouldn't change anything from this.

"Wow, this is the best food that I have ever taste, well of course apart from my mom's food " Ivan praised Zero making him blush.

"You should definitely marry him. That way I could taste his food every day when I stay over to your house, and let me tell you I would definitely stay here a lot of times " he said making me almost choked with my water. And making Zero more red than before.

I turn around to look at my boyfriend and smile at him.

"Yeah I should " I said as Zero giggled still blushing.

The day went like that we the three of us playing around and watching movies on the TV. It was already 2 AM when my phone started ringing. I grabbed it and slowly making my way out of the room so I wouldn't wake up Zero.

"Who the fuck is calling at this fucking hour ? " I ask with a irritated voice.

"S-son ... You and Z-Zero need to come over n-now " I heard my father weak voice from the other said making me worry.

"Father ?! What happened? Are you alright?" I ask him with a desperately voice wanting to know what happened to him.

"Y-you two are in d-danger ! YOU HAVE TO COME NOW " he yelled at me before he ended the call.

I run over to Zero trying to wake him up. If my father were that desperate then something big is happening.

"Zero! Baby you need to wake up !" I said as I gently shake him

"W-what's going on Killian ? " He ask as he rub his eyes.

"We need to leave now " I said trying to pull him up.

"Wh-"

"No questions. Just hurry up" I said as I went to get Ivan too.

"IVAN, GET YOUR ASS UP " I yell as I open the door.

"What the fuck man !" He jump out of the bed looking like he was ready to fight for his life, I would have laughed at his reaction but now is not the time.

"We are leaving is an order, I will explain it in the way to the my father's" I said and went to look for the keys.

"Ready love ? " I ask Zero as he grabbed my hands with his shaking ones.

"Everything is going to be alright baby, I won't let anything happen to you " I said hoping that nothing bad is waiting for us.

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