Hesitate

chapter 23

Killian POV-

I watched zero and ivan talk with each other both of them with tears in their eyes. Ivan was so worried about zero and he is really emotional right now even if he tries to control. As for me, I'm trying to see how can I sent outside Lucas. During the attack, his gang were a big help. His father helped us with the location of the cabin and he even sent some of his mans to help. But now he is here cause his dumb ass almost burn the kitchen and his parents were furious. Well it's not his fault that he was born dumb... either way he needs to stay here until his parents let him stay again with them and I can't really said no to him since he was a big help.

I sigh.

There are a lot of things I need to take care of. The first one is checking on our baby... fuck it feels weird when I think of becoming a dad but is an amazing feeling. When Zero told me, I was so fucking excited but so angry. I was angry because the baby had to go to all the trauma while still being unborn. Also there's other thing I had to do... I don't know how is Zero going to react when I tell him about his mother... he is so happy right now I'm scare to ruin his happiness with these news, that will only add more stress to his mind.

And there is Emily.

My dad had been searching for her since the accident in the mansion. I don't really care what's going to happen to her, but I know it's not going to be good knowing my father, he is going to make her suffer for what she did.

"Killian the doctor is here." Ivan said. I looked at Zero and saw him frowning.

"Baby what's wrong? We need to get you checked." I told him as I walk closer to him.

"It's just that...I'm scare." He said "what if they aren't in a good condition? Everything is my fault. I should had p-procted them better" he sobbed. I shake my head and hugged him. He is totally wrong.

"Nothing is you fault baby. You did a good job. I'm really proud of you. And that is why we are going to check you, if the baby is in bad condition, we are going to help them." I smile at him as lead down to peck him.

"Now let's go" I said . He hesitantly hold my hand as we make our way to our room.

Honestly I'm scared for the baby but I'm not blaming nothing on Zero, it wasn't his fault. I had promised him that I would protect him on all cost but I failed on that....

"Hello sir " the doctor greeted me. My family really trust this doctor, he had been helping our family since I was little. And I got to said he is really one of the best doctors I've ever met.

" So I've been told about the situation. First I would like to take some blood test on you" he said making Zero's widen.

"N-no, killian i-i don't like n-needles. " Zero said as he hugged me tightly.

"Please baby, remember this is for our baby. It will be really quickly." I told him trying to make him less nervous.

He froze at the comment before saying.

"Okay, b-but you gotta hold m-my hand" he pout at me. I chuckled and nod as I held his had tightly.

" I promise it won't hurt" the doctor mumbled.

Zero hold my hand all the process and I had to fight hard not to laugh, he is so adorable.

"Okay the next step is the ultrasound." My heart started to beat faster at the thought of finally seeing our baby. I smile brightly at Zero who was laying down in the bed, carefully paying attention to the doctor as he was preparing all the materials for the ultrasound.

"Okay here we go " the doctor say as the started putting some type of gel on Zero's stomach. He doesn't have a big stomach... yet. I'm guessing he is just around 1or 2 months.

My eyes were on the small screen on the left. And I felt tears starting getting ready to fall when I saw and small white dot in the screen.

"There is your baby. Congratulations. It looks that your are reaching the second month. And by the looks of the screen, the baby is fine. But I will tell you more about that when the test get back."

"That's our baby killian " Zero looked at me with a big smile on his face.

"And they are healthy " his tears started to fall and so did mine but this time it was for happiness.

"Yes baby they are " I told him as I pecked his forehead.

"D-do you know w-when we can know the sex?" Zero asked excited.

"Unfortunately, I don't really know much about male pregnancy. I will try to search some information. Until then the only thing left is to wait." He said with an apology smile.

Fuck, that's right. Zero is the only Male that can get pregnant and we really don't have any fucking idea of what is next... unless.

"Do you think your father could know more about your condition, baby? " I ask Zero.

"Maybe he does" he smile at me. Gosh, I love seeing him happy. I bet he is going to be even happier when our baby is in his hands.

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Hello
Sorry for taking so long to update this but I have a lot of homework if I want to catch up with my classmates 😣

I will still try to update more if I can.

Also there will be about 6 or 7 more chapters before this ends!!!

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