moments

revelation

today brought me on a never ending journey of emotions

from thinking i had a chance

to fucking things up once more.

that's one of them.

the next brought me such joy

told me he didn't hate

didn't yell at me

acknowledged me in the halls

didn't deny my cuteness :)

he makes me happy

but so do the others.

out of all my boys...

i would chose him.

it'll always lead back to him.