bisexual

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i love him
i love him
i love him

i tell myself desperately
and i do
i really do

but then she walks past.

whenever i see those eyes
like shards of ice
both cold and beautiful

or her dark hair
curling past her shoulders
smelling like cigarettes
and strawberries

my breath stops.

i don't love her
i don't love her
i don't love her

i tell myself desperately
but i do
i really do

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