Running Into Noah

RIN/Chapter 21

Daniela's P.O.V

I stare at the broken picture frame in my hands and my eyes begin to water, I really hope this isn't over the whole kiss.

"What's wrong, Noah?" I ask and Noah looks at me like I've completely lost it.

"What's wrong?" He ask as he gets up and walks towards me, his face screaming in anger. "Dani, how about you do me a favor and get the hell out my room."

"Noah, it's not what it seems-"

"Are you fucking kidding me?" He ask, his voice become a tone higher. "Daniela I'm over you." He said, simply and I just stood there- my heart no longer beating.

"Why?" I asked Noah and he just smirked evily at me, sometimes I think he could really end up hating me forever and maybe he finally started.

"Trust me, you wouldn't want to know." He said.

"But what about our four days together?" I asked, whispering as I walked more into his room but he just seemed to back away from me like I was a monster and was going to attack.

"What happened doesn't matter-" He took a big step back.

"Not even us?" I asked as I finally reached him when he hit his back against the wall and he took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

"There is no us, Daniela." He said, his voice was different and it killed me. "There shouldn't be an us-"

"What?!" I shout, the emotions burning my insides.

"Daniela, we had sex!" Noah shout and I was praying no one heard. "We made love more then you probably ever did with that fucker and you're still with him! You kissed him right in front of me so yes, there shouldn't be an us- never fucking again!" He shout in my face and before I could speak he grabbed the picture frame out of my hands and, again, threw it across the room and it smashed even more- breaking completely.

"Noah, please let's talk about this- I need to talk about this..." I begged as I grabbed his arm and felt how stiff it was. He was angry, more angry then I have ever seen. More then I wanted to see. "Tell me, please... tell me you love me let me hear it." I whispered as I tried to pull him close to me but he kept himself still. "It's something I need to hear, Noah-"

Just then Noah turned around and grabbed my face, crashing his lips onto mine and kissing me with so much passion, so much hunger that I couldn't help but kiss him back but before I could he pushed me away making me tumble back, almost falling in the process.

"Get the fuck out." He said, his voice completely different and my heart stopped. "And stay away from me."

"But, Noah-"

"I don't care, Daniela." He cut me off as he took and deep breath and looked over to me, "I don't care about anything anymore." He added.

It felt like I was being crushed by two big cemented walls. I felt like my lungs weren't the first to go, but my heart was. My heart was dead...

"Okay," I whispered as I hated myself for my voice breaking as much as my heart did. "Okay.." I composed myself and walked out his room to bump into Mike.

"Dani..."

"I'm fine." I lied, smiling up to Mike. "I'm perfectly fine, Mikey." I said as I kissed his cheek and took a deep breath before I walked back into the living room.

I'm fine...

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"I am not fine." I said to my mom as I took a swing of the beer that she, again, tried to get away from my hand but I walked away from her and kept my distance.