Secret

➵23

Katniss

"Don't even think about going to the set today" Jo warned me as she got ready to leave.

"I just want to get this over with, once I finish these scenes I will leave, please. Besides it will distract me from having to think" I argued back.

She rolled her eyes, "If you think it's going to do you well"

I clapped cause I managed to get my way.

We headed to the set, where I was immedietly put into hair and makeup.

I had requested for Stephan to let me record all my scenes today, he agreed so I filmed 2 scenes with Jo. Then I filmed a scene with Jo and Lionel.

I was finally ready for my last scene of the day. I slid on my dress and heels already planning where I was going to head for dinner after this.

When I came out Stephan explained the scene and I was ready, I took my place behind the bar.

"ACTION" Stephan shouted as I picked up a glass and started wiping it with a white cloth.

Lionel came and sat in front of me.

"You'rea bartender right?" He asked.

"That's what the name tag says" I replied sarcastically.

"How many shots will it take for me to forget?" He said.

"Forget what?" I asked as I turned around a grabbed a tequila and a shot glass.

"Her" he ran his hands through his head.

"Just start drinking" I poured him a couple shots.

"Can I talk to you about my situation?" He took 2 shots.

"Sure but this isn't going to be like a romantic comedy where once I give you advise it's going to solve all you're problems" I poured a glass of whiskey for myself.

"Well damn" He took another shot, "I just I fucked up"

"Of course you did" I nodded taking a sip.

"We started this whole relationship on a promise, and after promise and promise I never fulfilled, I think thats the worst part" He said in a whisper.

"What were the promises?" I asked.

"Well the first one was that I would help her with a research assignment for her job" He sighed.

"And why didn't you do that?" I asked since it seemed like a pretty simple promise.

"I guess I didn't have anytime, I got caught up in the relationship" He took a shot, I grabbed the bottle and poured some more.

"What were the other promises?" I continued asking.

"A together forever, that I would never leave her" He said and I froze and forgot my line.

"You want to know something buddy?" I asked completly improvised, he nodded.

"I think that's bullshit. Why are you promising things you cant keep, I mean look at you now, you are in a bar and I don't see you with her. You guys clearly didn't have a happy ever after like you promised. Why make those kinds of promises if you can't tell the future?"

I went again completely improvised but they were actually my feeling.

"I wish I had spoken to you sooner" he said. "But I can't close this chapter of my life"

"Then go and fullfil the promise you can, go help her with her research assignment and acknowledge that the promises you made were bullshit" I gave him a shot.