Secret

➵24

➵Katniss

I woke up the next day with a message from Haymich.

haymich
i don't think its good for you to spend to much time alone now so i told estaban to go out with you today

I got out of bed with a groan, I didn't need an Estaban and I am enjoying my free time, apart from my mental break downs every once in a while.

Although I hadn't seen him in a while so it would be nice to see him. He is my body guard who's paternity leave is now over I think. He had a beautiful baby boy who I haven't met yet. Esteban and I are great friends and I love hanging out with him.

As I was about the get in the shower I got a message from Finnick and another one from Annie.

fin fin
peeta told me what happened between you, im so sorry about yesterday i had no idea

if you need someone to talk to please come to me. ily

annie
i heard the news, im sad but you made the best choice

im available if you need to talk, love ya darling

I replied to both of them saying thank you, and that I appreciated them being there for me.

I played my playlist and got in a nice warm rose water bath. I was enjoying the relaxation when I heard my phone beep.

I picked it up and it was a notification from Twitter and Instagram. I checked Twitter than Instagram.

Peeta Mellark (@/peetamellark)
if you see her- out now!

peetamellark out now

He released a song.

I tried to set my phone down but the temptation and curiosity wouldn't let me, so I bought the song on iTunes.

I played it and a beautiful piano began.

If you see her
Tell her that I improved
That there is someone on my side
Who I'm in love with
That the days have gone by
And I haven't even noticed
That it hasn't taken my sleep
And what we had is forgotten

Tell her I'm fine
That I never been better
And if she thinks I'm dying
Because she isn't with me, what does she know?
Tell her at the end of this
I will will be thanking her
Actually now that I think about it
Tell her you haven't seen me

If you see her tell her
That I don't wait for her call
That I don't wake up
In the middle of the night

And that I don't rember her
That I don't need her
Tell her I'm cured
What we had is in the past

Tell her I'm fine
That I never been better
And if she thinks I'm dying
Because she isn't with me, what does she know?
Tell her at the end of this
I will will be thanking her
Actually now that I think about it
Tell her you haven't seen me

Tell her I've gotten lost and won't return
Tell her even if she call me I won't answer
If you see her

Tell her I'm fine (even if I'm not)
That I never been better
And if she thinks I'm dying (lie in my favor)
Because she isn't with me, what does she know?
Tell her at the end of this (don't keep lying)
I will will be thanking her
Actually now that I think about it
Tell her you haven't seen me