Secret

➵25

A week later

Katniss

All of this week I couldn't stop thinking of what I said to Esteban, about how I would never leave a relationship if I left a promise I could fullfill.

In the 3 years I dated Peeta I never promised a happy ending, I never promised I'd love him forever because I didn't know. However I did promise I would write a song with him.

Writing that song, that unfullfilled promised, was keeping me from moving on. I needed to write a song with Peeta to finally close the chapter of our relationship and start on a brand new one.

Dedicated I got out of bed, determined to go to Capital today to talk to him and Snow.

I started doing my hair and makeup when I realized as I should tell Haymich. I facetimed him.

"Morning sweetheart, where are you headed?" He asked.

"I'm going to Capital" I told him as I powdered my face.

"Stop right there, rewind, why?" He was confused.

"A long time ago I promised Peeta I would write a song with him, I don't break promises if I can make them happen" I told him and he laughed.

"You're going to humilate yourself in Snows presense so he will let you write a song with Peeta. Are you really going to do this for him? " He said seriously.

"I'm not doing this for him, I'm doing it for me. I need to write this song in order to move on" I said in an equal serious tone.

"I wish you the best of luck, once they agree call me, I'll have my team work out the detail" he gave me his blessing, he knows I have to do this.

"Thank you Haymich, I'll keep you informed" I said thankfully.

"Remember hold that head high sweetheart" He smiled before hanging up.

I finished my makeup and hair before slipping on my red dress and nude pumps.

If I'm going to see Peeta I'm going to show him I'm doing fine without him.

My hair had been dyed blonde and I looked hot as hell.

I grabbed my keys, phone and wallet before getting in my car and driving to Capital.

Peeta had told Finnick he was going to be in the studio all day so I knew he was there.

Once I got there I exited my car afraid of no one.

I saw some paps so I knew my moves were being watched so I remained confident as I enetered that building.

I got to the reception desk.

"Do you have an appointment?" The receptionist asked me.

"No, I don't" I told her.

"Please take a seat ma'am, we will see if we can get you in today" she pointed to the waiting area.

"Actually please tell Snow that Katniss Everdeen wishes to speak to him" I removed my sunglasses.

"Of course Ms. Everdeen" she nodded and dialed a number.

She told him the situation.

"Please take the elevator to the top floor someone will escort you from there" She said.

"Thank you" I put my sunglasses back on and headed to the elevator, once I was on the top floor a young man guided me to Snows office.

I took a seat in the black leather couch, he had several gold disks on his wall, a typical owner of a producing/management company.