MDZS Fanfic - Arrange Marriage

Chapter 6

WARNING: CONTENTS SEX SCENES, IF YOU'RE NOT A FAN OF NSFW PLEASE DON'T CONTINUE. ☺☺☺

"Let's talk..."

Wei Wuxian took a deep breath before speaking his heart out.

"Since we're fifteen, I always loved teasing you, making you angry, annoying you..." he paused and took another deep breath, Lan Wangji brows furrowed a little showing displeasure with his statement. After the long paused he continued.

"I never thought that those simple like and love would turn into something deeper, all I wanted back then is to see you smile. To know how you look when you smile, to let people know that you know how to and to brag that I made you smile. You know what, Everytime we're together, I feel complete. Everytime you're around, I feel safe. I know that even I always pick on you, you won't let me get hurt. I mean you're so righteous, of course you'll protect me. But, but, you see... even though I know you're only doing it because you need to, I still feel so happy. It feels like we become so close..."

"Wei Ying..." Lan Wangji interfered. But Wei Wuxian shakes his head, although there's a smile on his face, his eyes are slightly red and becomes watery. Lan Wangji was startled and wanted to pull him into embrace.

"When we got married, I thought you were forced into it. So I feel really sorry for you, but when the time together with you are getting longer, I feel like laughing and rolling on the ground. It's really pathetic! I Love you so much that it hurts enough to kill me and this time it's not a joke, I'm not teasing you either" he said in a hoarse voice but his smile hasn't faded. When he's about to continue again, Lan Wangji roared like an angry lion who's about to kill everyone in his way.

"WEI YING!!!"

Everyone on the street are shocked with the sudden roar, their eyes are fixed on them and murmurs can be heard at every corner of the street. Wei Wuxian eyes widened, when he's about to speak Lan Wangji grabbed him by the hand and drag him into a dark alley.

Lan Wangji pulled him in a tight embrace, it hurts, he feels like his body will break but he didn't broke free instead he returned the hug.

"fifteen" Lan Wangji uttered.

"Mn" Wei Wuxian nodded.

"At first, I thought I should've ignored it"

"Mm"

"Like something I cannot see" as he uttered these words his grasp is tightening, Wei Wuxian also tightened his hands around Lan Wangji's body.

"I keep telling to myself..."

"I shouldn't have ever looked at you"

Wei Wuxian only listened and gave a nod and a 'Mn' as a response.

"and..... I should've acted like I didn't hear"

"Like it's something I cannot hear" his voice is low and hoarse and it gave Wei Wuxian a false alarm that his about to cry anytime soon. Rubbing Lan Wangji's back gently while listening to him.

"I shouldn't have listened to my heart at all, and I lied to myself"

"But....But, in the end.... I can't"

"Lan Zhan" Wei Wuxian said.

"I... I waited for you"

"Mn, I'm sorry I didn't realize it" Wei Wuxian apologized.

Lang Wangji shook his head and continued.

"you left me, but... if it's not you, I can't" he said.

"me too" Wei Wuxian replied.

"The things that you left behind, I check them again and again. Every day, I play a song for you, our song"