Military affairs

Chapter 10: Over 1,000 tears

(Gon's p.o.v)

I hadn't gotten any sleep for days, I stayed by Killua's side in the infirmary, Kurapika or Leorio even Bisky at times would come in and tell me: "You should get some sleep." or "Killua wouldn't want to see you like this." I didn't care about sleep or how he would want to see me, I wasn't leaving his side until he woke up.

This is all my fault, if I just went on the damn mission he wouldn't be here right now! We would be in his room cuddling or talking, laughing with each other.

I cried into my hands for what felt like the thousandth time, I hadn't realized someone had walked in, "Gon you know it isn't healthy not getting sleep? Or food? Or a shower?" I turned around and faced the person behind me, my eyes widened at who it was.

"Kite?" he smiled and waved, "So this is the famous Killua Zoldyck, huh? He looks like a tough guy and from what I heard from Kurapika he is one." I looked back at my unconscious boyfriend a stinging pain in my eyes, I smiled weakly "Yeah he sure is. . ." Kite placed a hand on my shoulder,

"Listen Gon, instead of crying you should be happy." I turned my head slightly to look at Kite, I had a 'wtf' expression on my face and he realized this, "That's not what I meant. I meant that you should be happy that your boyfriend is a hero, he saved someone and at the same time he saved the whole city of Yorknew by taking that one bullet."

I hadn't thought of it that way and it made me feel a little bit better, "Yeah your right, thanks Kite." he smiled once again and patted my back, "I look forward to meeting him when he wakes up." Kite said walking towards the door, I sighed finally not feeling like utter shit.

I laid my arms on Killua's bed and rested my head on them, before I knew it I drifted off to sleep.

-hours later-

I woke up feeling someone play with my hair, "Oi Gon. I thought I told you to always sleep on the bed not beside it." my head shot up at the familiar voice, and like I thought Killua was looking at me smiling weakly, "Morning love. Or is it afternoon?" I felt tears roll down my cheek as I looked at my boyfriend who was no longer unconscious,

I quickly pulled him into a hug and cried into his shoulder, "I'm sorry I scared you like that Gon.....I'm so sorry." I hugged him tighter not wanting to let go but he pulled away and placed his hand on my cheek, Killua wiped away my tears with his thumb and leaned in to kiss me.

I kissed back, I thought I would never feel his lips again and I was so happy I could, I missed him so much I couldn't even describe how I felt during his coma. Killua pulled away and put his forehead against mine, my eyes started to water again, "I missed you..." he said, "I missed you too Killua."