Endurances

Part 15 - Never Enough

*Don't play song yet*

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Once we all got to the lobby, what we had expected was true. The two body guards that guard the doors were on the ground. I bent down and checked their pulse.

"They're a no go"

Grayson was running around like a mad man at this point, and Ethan was trying to calm him down, but it wasn't working.

I grabbed his shoulders and looked into his eyes, "Gray, calm down, everything is going to be okay. It will be awhile before the police will be here, if they even do. Violet has no way of transportation, and this place is out in the middle of no where yeah? The rest of the girls and I will work on cleaning this up, while you and Ethan go and get the building ready for if the police do show up okay?"

At this point Grayson had calmed down a little, "Thank you. I love you El."

I smiled, " I love you too Gray, now go!"

I ran back down the corridor and to the dining hall, where most of the girls would be for breakfast at this time, as Grayson headed down the other hallway to the room to put the wall in front of it. Ethan stayed behind to clean up a little. I thought I had heard him crying when I started to leave, but I didn't see a reason why he would be, so I pushed that thought away.

- Ethan's POV -

I couldn't believe what she had done. I had no clue she was capable of doing all this damage. I thought I knew her, for fucks sake, I was in love with her.

*play song*

I began to cry, as all my feelings got to me at once. She said she loved me, and I loved her with my whole heart. So why did she run? Was I not enough for her? I will never be good enough for anybody, Including the old Elliana. She didn't get taken by her social worker because her dad got out of prison, she escaped. Just like Violet did, because I wasn't good enough. That's just what I told Grayson so he wouldn't blame it on me. Even though it was my fault, I didn't need my brother holding it against me for the rest of my life.

It all started when she left Gray. She was depressed because she was guilty for breaking his heart, and Elliana was a person who was used to being liked by everyone, including Grayson. After she left him, Grayson avoided her, canceled all their sessions, never talked to her, and he acted like he never knew her. She felt it was her fault, when in reality, it was mine because I confessed to her in the first place.

One night, we were in my room, just relaxing on my bed, talking. She had said one thing I disagreed with and we got into this fight. I, being the dumb dick I am, said the stupidest thing ever. I regret every second of it, and if I could take it back, I would. I got to worked up and I yelled at Elliana to go back to Grayson if she really wanted to. She immediately stopped talking and started crying. She stormed out of my room, and back to hers.

She plotted with her room mate for a while on how she was gonna escape since both Gray and I had fucked up our relationships with her.

Violet did the same thing i'm guessing, and managed to escape, doing a great amount of damage. After Elliana, she was the first girl I felt a strong connection with, and I thought she felt the same way. She said she did at least. After Elliana leaving me, I felt hopeless, and depressed. When I met Violet, all of those seemed to go away suddenly. I guess I was right about one thing though,

I would never be enough.