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November 22, 2018

It's my birthday today, but it doesn't feel like it.

There's no exitement or happiness in me right now. It's different from how it used to be before. I used to be given surprises; even if it's a simple one, I was always surprised by my friends. They'd buy me cake and we'd go out to eat. We'd have a movie marathon in my house afterwards and we'd play random games to celebrate my birthday. We were so happy back then.

-Jihoon





Right now, I'm here staring at the empty dining table in front of me. I have no one with me; I'm alone, celebrating my birthday. It was no use to celebrate anyway, so why would I? It's not like I could be happy when it's clearly not gonna happen. I didn't move in my place, I just sat there, reminiscing the memories of the happy birthdays I had.

It's currently 1pm and I haven't done anything today. I didn't even bother eating breakfast or lunch. The melancholic atmosphere in the house made it all worse. I wasn't motivated for anything, not even for my birthday.

Just then, I remembered I was actually looking forward for something.

39 more days..





Noteee
So I want this book to end, like it's really supposed to end.. But the thing is, I can't end a book properly..

Also I wanna say how I hate projects.. Like school projects ughh (especially frikin science ._. )

Ok das it thanks for readinggg

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