The Girl Who Cried Werewolf

5:07 AM

I'm not fine
I'm not okay
Haven't slept in forever
Nights have been filled with recurring Regrets and embrassing memories
Made promise's I knew I couldn't keep
Always acted like the best when I wasn't
What is my aim towards for?
Falling on the otherside
Out of line

It feels like I'm drowning
I'm fine
Aside from the constant feeling of not being good enough
Thinking you're better off dead
Comptpating more about death then thinking about your future
It's feels like I can't breathe

But you didn't think someone like me
Would be compatible with that right?
Because the signs are never shown
On the outside everything looks  fine
But inside I'm half dieing and half hoping something in me will come to light

Drowning myself in the oceans
Holding in my breathe
Life flashing right before my eyes
Saving my last breathe
For the end
Letting the water full in my lungs
A little bit of agony never hurt anyone
It's not scary anymore
It feels like peace