Cheryl's POV
I was curled up in a ball, laying on my bed, thinking about Toni and how much I missed her. I missed her smile, her laugh when I would tell her jokes. I missed being able to hold her, kiss her. She doesn't know me any more. She doesn't remember me. All of our history together, she had been wiped clean of, as if it never happened, but I know it did. I was determined I would get her to remember. I wasn't ready to lose her, nor will I ever be.
I was crying. The tears wouldn't stop. I knew I had to go back to school. I was planning on going back the upcoming week. I didn't want to go without Toni by my side, but I knew I had to. She made me feel strong. Without her, I will probably end up rebuilding my walls and putting on my mask, hiding from everyone. It's what I do. When times get tough I just shut people out.
I just had to get Toni to talk to me, willingly, get her to remember. That's all. I was not willing to let everything we had done together or been through get brushed under the carpet.
I was scared that she might hate me now, or think I was weird. What if she never wants to talk to me again? Like the doctor explained, photos and videos would be a good way to get her to remember, but how can I do that when she probably won't even talk to me?
Authors note: This is just a little chapter. Another chapter will be posted along with it because not much happens here. I just wanted to show how Cheryl feels.
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