Chapter 31

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Troye’s POV:

I stand there in silence, back stage with the rest of the Youtube community. Nobody is okay, we all knew Connor and he had affected all of our lives. 

“Troye…” I look up at the screen and see Connor holding back tears, “I love you and thank you for having my secrets. Anytime I needed someone to talk to you were there and I can’t put into words how much I care about you. Please keep singing! And the fans won’t get this, but you’re one of my happy little pills.”

Tears fill my eyes and I can’t see anything, everything is a blur. My knees feel weak, they give out and I start sobbing into the cold, hard ground.

“Shhhhh, it’s okay,” someone whispers to me as they help me back up. I can’t see anything and can’t speak, I feel like something is lodged in my throat making me unable to speak. The two sets of hands helping me stand rub small circles on my back in a comforting manner. I feel them lead me to a couch and sit down with me, unable to control my sobbing I grab the one on my left and cry into his chest. 

I over hear the other one saying, “I’ll go get Tyler, or someone…”

“Troye, I know it hurts… You’ve got calm down, look at me,” he whispers. I let go of his shirt, then look him in the eyes. He wipes my tears away with his hands before speaking, “you’re going to be okay. It will take time, but you have great friends, family, fans, and this huge Youtube community that are always here for you.”

“T-thanks Ian,” I choke out and give a small smile. “You can go back to Anthony now… I’ll be okay.”

“You sure?” He asks with those huge, blue eyes filled with worry. I just nod and he hugs me, before walking away. I let out a sigh and feel emotionally and physically drained. All I want to do is cuddle with Tyler, he makes me feel better but I still live in fear when I’m around him. The bruises are almost gone, but the memories still haunt me every night. 

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

Frantically I search my pockets trying to find my phone. I fish it out of my back pocket and see an unknown number. Before answering, I send a silent pray to God begging for this to not be another fan that got a hold of my number.

“Hello.”

“Is this Troye Mellet?” A man that sounded very formal asked.

“This is he… May I ask who this is?”

“My name is Mr. Lee, I’m an air marshall.”

“Sir, not trying to be rude, but why are you calling me?” I ask wonderingly and curious for his answer.

“Troye, I need you to come to the Anaheim Airlines immediately.”

“But… Why? I’m currently at Vidcon,” seriously what in the hell is going on?

“It’s your family, there has been an accident… I’m not allowed to give you any more information over the phone.”

“I’ll be there soon, I’m leaving right now. How bad is it?”

“Very bad.”

Tyler’s POV:

The O2L boys walk off the stage when the video is over, leaving Hannah and me on stage. I wipe away some tears and turn around to see thousands of crying fans. I look at Hannah, who also has tears in her eyes, and she brings the microphone closer to her mouth.

“We love you all so much and want to make this Vidcon amazing, but we are sorry if there are times where we just can’t do something. We hope you understand… But, this is very hard on us and we came here to be with you. This is the beginning of Vidcon 2014,” Hannah says through tears, but her voice stay even and doesn’t crack or break.

“Thank you for coming, quick reminder to please be patient with everyone. There will be meet and greets in the room two, in twenty minutes someone will be answering questions about his secrets and performing for y’all, there will be question and answer sessions in rooms five through ten, and starting in five minutes will be a session with O2L in room three. We hope to make this the best Vidcon yet!” I say quickly and walk off stage. All I want to do is have Troye wrap his slender arms around me and tell me everything will be okay, but I’m whisked away by security and taken to room three. We quickly walk to the room and I’m left backstage with the O2L boys waiting for the question and answer session to begin.

“Are y’all nervous?” Trevor asks the group.

“Yes,” I say quickly.

“We are supposed to answer questions about his death… I don’t know if I can do that,” Ricky says fighting to not break down again. 

Author’s Note:

I’M BACK! Sooooo here is an update. I’m sorry for being gone so freaking long, I promise I’m going to keep updating! Just everything in my life is going crazy and I’m extremely stressed out… I’m not going to be updating as often as I would like, instead of three times a week it will most likely be only once or twice a week.

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