All I want is you

Chapter 5

 Sorry it's late! I started school again yesterday so I was preparing for that but I will try and update once a week! Anyway I hope you like it! Also I know there are some errors in it so I will edit it when it's completed to fix them :) Enjoy!! <3

Chapter 5

Maia's POV

When the doctor said I have cancer, it was like my whole world came crashing down in 3 words. I needed to fight this for my family, friends and Austin. I'm only 17 and I still have the rest of my life ahead of me to die yet.

*A few days later*

The Doctors released me but I had to have an oxygen sack to carry around with me to help me breathe. It got in the way a bit but I'm alive and that's all that matters. Austin has been amazing, he's supported me so much! I haven't been going to school as I'm not very well. I made a list of things to do before I die and put the piece of paper under my pillow. There were things on there like: drugs, sex, skydiving and others. I sat on my bed in my room thinking about some things. I'm starting my Chemotherapy soon so I will lose my hair and eyelashes. At least it will help me get better and then the cancer will hopefully go and not come back. Sometimes I wish that I didn't have cancer but it's who I am and i can't change it. The only bad thing is that I will have to carry around my oxygen sack for the rest of my life as I will never be able to breathe on my own again. I'm so glad Austin was there on the day I cound't breathe as I wouldn't be in a stong postition as I am now. I'm so lucky to have a boyfriend like Austin, he's so sweet at times and we just mess around and have a laugh. I can still sing which is the thing I'm most glad about. I got off my bed and picked up my guitar and started playing I won't let you go. --------> Song on the side.

When I finished the song there was a knock on the front door. I put my guitar down, picked up my oxygen sack and went to see who was there. Austin was standing on the other side of the door.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked.

"I just finished school and I came to see you" he replied.

"Come in" I said moving out of the way so he can get passed me.

"Thank you" He said, giving me a peck on the lips as he walked passed.

"I start Chemo in a couple of days" I said closing the door, getting y oxygen sack and walking into the lounge (A/N also called a living room) and sitting on the sofa. (couch)

"Awww I will always be here for you babe" he said.

"Thank you for everthing" I whispered giving him a peck on the lips afterwards.

To be honest I do miss school as it's so boring at home. There's never anything to do. Note to self: Talk to mum about going back to school when she gets home. Well it's nice having Austin around that's for sure.

"Hey babe, I wanna go back to school and learn things; try new things and stuff, what do you think about it with me having cancer?" I asked completely out of the blue.

"I think you should do whatever you want to do babe" He replied.

See what I mean about him supporting me? Yeah just little things like that I love as he doesn't make me do anything he supports my decision. We ended up snugling up under a blanket and watching The Vow. I know it's a romance drama but I really wanted to see it and Austin didn't mind watching it with me. By the time the filmed finished it was around 10pm and he needed to get home as he had school tomorrow. I pecked his lips and walked him to the front door before he got in his car and drove off.

I wish I had someone that has been through the same as I have. That actually understands what it's like to have cancer. Someone who I can talk to it about when things get tough. I want to go back to school and have them support me through it. Even though some poeple will probably will say I've been faking it but I actually haven't.