Forever Young~A Elounor Story

Chapter 28- Our Last Kiss?

~Eleanor's POV~

24 hours earlier

I felt like a statue for a couple minutes. I felt stiff and like I couldn't breath in here. I looked up at Louis and did something that I regret.

I said two words that shocked everyone,"I'll go." 

All 5 of them looked at me surprised. Louis put his hand on my leg and leaned in to kiss me, but I stopped him and asked,"Can we go now then?" 

"Well that means we would be taking a flight back to London and I thought we could spend a last night here." Louis told me.

"If I'm going then I want to go now." I told him and then turned around to look out the window. I didn't want to look at them right now I just want to be away from the people who are shutting me out.

We got to the airport an hour later. Louis, Paul, and I were all going to London and then Louis and Paul are flying back. I said sad and weak goodbyes to the other boys and now we were walking to board the plane. 

We stepped onto the small, metal, flying death trap, at least that's what I call it, and took our seats. Louis got the window seat and I sat next to him. Paul sat across next to an old lady who had a People magazine that she started reading. 

We were about 4 hours into the flight and I saw that Paul and Louis had fallen asleep, but I was wide awake. I kept pulling my ring on and off my finger trying to figure out what this means for Louis and my relationship. Most engaged people will be trying on wedding dresses and choosing which flowers they want, while I'm going to be rotting in rehab. 

many hours later

After we got off the plane we went and started driving for 2 hours. We now are entering the parking lot of the hell hole I get to stay at for 4 months. 

"We're here." the driver told us. 

Louis looked more upset and scared then me. I was actually not worried about this place, just worried about Louis. 

We got inside and filled at least 5 pages of paper work and then the lady started explaining the process,"We will make your profile, then you will speak to a councilor, and then say your goodbyes." So then we all went to the waiting area and waited and waited and waited, until they called my name.

I'll just sum up the visit with my councilor for you. We exchanged names, she asked why I was here, she asked about my relationship with Louis, my intrests, and a bunch of other useless crap. I said goodbye to her and then walked out of the door. I started walking towards where Louis was and then it hit me. Now I'm realizing what I have to do and now I have to say goodbye.

I walked up to him and saw his sad lonely face. "So, I guess this is it." Louis said awkwardly. 

"Louis, can you sit down for a second." I asked him.

He sat down and looked confused. He grabbed both of my hands, but I pulled away trying not to make it harder then it already is.

"Love, I'm going to be i here for 4 months and you keep saying after this we will be together and we will start planning the wedding, but is that really going to happen?" I paused and looked at his shocked expression. 

"We both can't tell what's going to happen in the future. Louis, four months of not seeing or talking to each other is hard and not fair. Louis, to me you are the most deserving person in this world and you don't deserve 4 months without someone. What I'm trying to say is I need you to take this." I pulled my ring off my finger and handed it to him.

"What are you doing?" he asked me confused.

"When I get out of here and you still want to be with me, then be here to pick me up. If you find someone else who you love, well then I can find a way home." I stopped letting a breathe out.

"I'm going to be here, no dout about it." Louis told me.

"We don't know that. I have to go now." I sadly told him.

There was a pause and then Louis said,"Do I still get a goodbye kiss?" 

I gave him a small smile and crashed our lips together. When we stopped I gave him a final hug and started walking away. As I walked away I cried and all I could think was, could that of been our last kiss?

~Louis's POV~

I sat outside for a while in silence and watched at the peaceful atmoshphere of London. I have to admit I was crying and still am but I don't know why. Nothing bad happened to me, I keep trying to tell myself. I just can't bring myself to believe it.

"Louis, we have to go, before the fans find out where you are." I heard Paul tell me, trying to be as nice as possible. 

I acted like I couldn't hear him, even though he hated that. I thought he was going to yell at me but instead he just sat down next to me and let a sigh out.

"Louis, I do understand how dificult this is. You are leaving someone you love, but you have millions of people supporting you and who love you." Paul told me.

When we are on the road I always see Paul as a dad and he always has the best advice. Even when the worst things are happening. Even right now he could talk some sense in me.

I got up from the uncomfortable bench and started following Paul to the car. I opened the door and started to get inside but I stopped to look at the building where I lost the person I care about the most. 

Paul closed the door and the car started. When we started driving all I could say was, "Goodbye love, I'll see you soon." 

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