What are the Odds? *Zayn Malik*

The Talk

~Mackenzies POV~

I woke up with the worst headache. I took some asprin and looked around. Kayla mustve left before I woke up. Harry and Louis and Eleanor were still sleeping. I think I might regret this, but I pulled out my phone and texted Zayn.

To: Zayn

are you awake

From: Zayn

yeah why?

To: Zayn

we need to talk.

I clicked off my phone, gathered up my belongings and walked out the door.

I opened the door to the flat, and it was trashed. Things were broken, pillows and blankets everywhere. I walked through the flat, watching my step for broken glass. Zayn was sitting on the bed with his navy blue sweatpants on. Shirtless.

"Looks like you had a good nights sleep." I said leaning against the door frame. He shook his head.

"I havent slept yet.Ive been pissed at myself."

"You should be. You costed us our relationship. And you basically threw away all our trust. Id be pissed at myself too."

"You know Im sorry. I would never want to hurt you."

"But you did."

"Im sorry Mackenzie. Im really, really sorry. If I could change last night, I would in a heart beat."

"Have you ever been cheated on? Like, when you see the one you love, love someone else. And then you find out its the one you loves ex. But you know it really happened. You and your bestfriend witnessed it. Have it on film even."

"I know what I did. Can you please stop?"

"Or when your drunk boyfriend is forcing you to drink. Its like yournot even done with your drink, and hes already giving you two more. Honestly, I was scared. Of you. Its not right when your scared of your boyfriend."

"Mackenzie, Im sorry. I shouldve told you. Anything I did last night, doesnt  affect how I feel about you. I still love you Kenzie."

"If you still love me, you better prove it. And if you want to earn my trust back, you better show it. Im not one of those girls that will take you back easyly. Me and Shannon got in a fight once, took me a year to trust her again. Better start working."

"I will do whatever it takes Kenzie. Tell me to do anything, I will do it. Ughm, so what are we? Like together, taking a break?"

"We are on a break. Could be a long break, could be a short break. But for now, Im going to stay with Kayla."

"What exactly happened last night."

"Well, you told me you were getting more to drink, and I went by Shannon and Molly. You were taking a long time so me and Molly went to look for you. We eventually found you with whats her face on the balcony. You were making out with her. You told her she was sexy. She said you were tempting. You said come with me, and then you brought her back to our room. We walked in on you guys and then I said something and then I almost got frostbite outside."

"Im such an ass."

"Wait the story gets better. I was gonna stay at Harry and Louis, which I did. You came over there and tried to take me back. But I said no and you called me a slut, and I said it was over. It was probably the scariest moment of my life. You are like a monster when your drunk. And I never wanna see you like that again. But I guess I will, considering your birthdays in two days and Louis planned your party."

"Im sososo sorry Mackenzie! I never meant any of that. Are you coming to the party?"

"Of course I am! Im not gonna let all the negatives out wiegh all the posatives. Its supposed to be like last night. Well, I hope not atleast."

I looked at Zayn and he was crying. "Why are you crying?" I walked over and sat next to him on the bed.

"I ruined our relationship. It was the best relationship Ive had. Ever. And I destroyed it. I hate myself for this."

"Everything is going to be okay. I have no plans to be with anyone else but you. I know you, and I can tell your going to show me I can trust you again. This isnt the end of Zackenzie." I smiled at him.

"Can we promise each other that we will be together? I really dont wanna lose you."

"Yes we can. I dont wanna lose you either. I mean, you can have any girl in the world you want. It would be so easy to get replaced."

"Im not replacing you. Now, what can I do to make you trust me again?"

"Its gonna be your birthday. Big party like last nights. Have fun, but not too much fun." Then I got up and walked away.