October 11, 2018
G is for God
I don't know how to ask this.
I have so many things I want to ask.
And I know I wouldn't be satisfied with generic answers.
You're Catholic right? Practicing, I would assume too.
Confession: I read that Wattpad story based off of you. There was a part in there wherein the lead girl said that a praying man is the most attractive. Those are not the exact words, but you get the point.
So why am I bringing this up?
Well, people know you as God following? Like you believe in God. And I think that's part of what they liked about you. I'm assuming here, of course.
And I want to say that it is part of what I admire too, but I am so hesitant to do so because I've seen God get used by guys to get girls. I'm not saying you're one of them, but I can never be too sure.
Like how much of your life is actually led by God. How strong is your faith? What do you know about it?
This is so hard. The things I want to ask the most, I could only ask personally.
Anyway, I also want to take this opportunity to confess? I don't know honestly. But I'm thinking and deliberating and considering that maybe part of my attraction with you is because of the character based on you? And maybe when I look at you, it's really him I see?
I don't know anymore.
How far off or similar are you to the written character?
God bless,
Just Anon (I almost wrote my real name. Good thing I caught myself.)