October 27, 2018
K is for Kids
I saw a picture of you talking to a little boy on my timeline today. I was helpless from the gushing that I did because of how adorable the picture looked; you especially. I liked how you were looking at the little boy. And I don't know if you already know this, but it is a huge attraction to see a guy a girl "potentially" like being good with children. So you understand where I'm going with this, right? Yeah, I was attracted to you.
It made me wonder how you are as a brother, especially to the younger ones. You have one younger sister, and it is a riddle to me why her name is the only one that does not start with the same letter as you and your brothers. How are you as a brother to her? Are you a bully? Or a protector? Or both?
How about the youngest one? What's your relationship like? Actually, how's your relationship like with all of your brothers?
Do you like children? Or are you neutral towards them? Do you gush (or okay, fine, not gush), do you like interacting with babies?
Let's pretend that we live in a world without judgments. Let's pretend that you won't judge me because that's the only way I will be able to ask the following questions.
Do you want to become a Dad someday? Do you dream of it? Or is that something that's too early to even decide for?
Do you think of what kind of Dad you would be? Do you think how many children you want? Do you even want children?
But you're young. I don't expect you to actually think about all of those, at least as seriously as you would if you're ready to settle down.
Does the talk of marriage scare you? And I'm asking that in general. See the thing why I don't want to ask the Dad questions is because there is a huge possibility you'll get scared that I think of it. It might be scary especially if you view me as a fan. But I want to ask, say like a friend ask you about getting married, if you're ready for it, does the mention of the word marriage, is that enough to scare you?
I don't know if you'll be a good Dad. I feel like if I say yes, that would just be a biased perception of you. I do think though that you'll be a fun uncle.
Daddy Curls (you think that suit you?),
Just Anon
