December 23, 2018
W is for Writing
You know I constantly have to assess whether I overshare with you or not. Like if it's alright to tell you stuff about myself that I include in these letters; not because you might not want to know/care about them, but because I'm worried it might reveal who I am.
So W is for Writing. Seems obvious right? Because isn't that what I'm doing now? But I have another confession. W is for Writing because I have written songs about you. Not intentionally. I just get so overwhelmed sometimes that the only way I could release them is through writing, and sometimes (or most, Idk anymore) they come out as a song.
Would you like to hear them someday? Maybe you would. But you would never know it's about you or that it was me because I have no plans of telling. This is as far as I can go with you. For the sake of my dignity, of course.
Writing, if you can't tell yet, is my form of expression. I guess you can call it my coping mechanism for emotions. It allows me to process my feelings healthily and gives me a clearer head after I was able to word vomit everything in my head on to paper. Do you have something like that? Like how do you process emotions? What do you do when you experience a loss, which as we know is always a possibility in a game? How do you cope?
Do you write too? Or do some other form of art perhaps? I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but I don't see you like that. But I'll never know. It could be your hidden talent. If ever, I'm looking forward to being blown away.
Curls, if ever you'll be able to read this, I wonder what would you like your songs to be like?
Might have been singing about you already,
Just Anon
