December 14, 2018
V is for Vertigo
I lied.
It seems like once the dam has been opened, it's hard to turn it off.
I still like you.
I want to go back to the way I was before.
You know the kind where I can still keep myself at a distance.
The kind when I'm not invested yet.
The kind when I can still remind myself that you don't know me.
Writing all of these must have been wrong.
I know you're not reading any of these. But writing them makes me feel closer to you now.
Somehow I feel like you know me and I know you even if you don't answer.
Do you like someone right now?
It's not my business, but I'm still going to ask because I'm a masochist like that.
You probably do.
As what my friend said, it's impossible for basketball players to remain single.
I pray that after all of these are done, I don't feel anything anymore.
I'm tired.
Til the next letter,
Just Anon
