crybaby | joshler ✓

SEVENTEEN

when they got back to tyler's house, kelly and chris hugged both joshua and ashley.

"i hope you don't mind i kinda let them in on what was going on" tyler said with guilt. joshua shook his head. "it's alright. thank you for letting us stay. we really appreciate it" kelly and chris nodded before walking into the kitchen to start making dinner. the 3 of the walked up the stairs and into tyler's room.

"wow your room is like a castle. joshie whenever we get our own place can i paint my room?" ashley asked with hopeful eyes. joshua nodded and hugged her. "we can do anything we want ash" tyler awed at their relationship. joshua truly was such a good person and tyler couldn't believe he was spending the night at his house. it was like his dream came true.

"so i will sleep in the guess bedroom and you guys can sleep in here if you want?" tyler asked and joshua frowned. "y-youre not gonna lay with me?" tyler about died. joshua looked so cute right now and tyler had to refrain from kissing every part of his face.

"w-well i mean if you want to" tyler scratched the back of his head. ashley rolled her eyes at the two. "i'll sleep in the guest bedroom. you guys can stay im here" tyler blushed and nodded. "are you sure ashley?" joshua asked. "positive. i have some homework to do, i'll see you guys at dinner" ashley walked out and it was just the two of them. joshua sat on the bed awkwardly before speaking.

"are we gonna talk about it?" tyler hummed before shaking his head. "let's not worry about that now. how are you feeling?" tyler asked as he motioned josh to come lay down.

"im okay, better now that im with you" he mentally cringed at his choice of words. he has been so emotional and vulnerable that he hates himself for it. tyler laughed. "well im glad i have that effect on you" he whispered. joshua looked up at him for a moment before quickly pecking his lips. tyler blushed furiously and joshua looked down.

"i should've asked i'm sorry" he said shyly. "it's okay. you always have my permission" tyler whispered. this time it was tyler to reconnect their lips. it was slow at first but then it turned into tyler straddling joshua. tyler deepened the kiss running his fingers through joshua's hair.

"tyler" joshua said, his voice raspy and full of lust. tyler smiled into the kiss. joshua's mouth felt warm against his and he never wanted to stop kissing him. is this what love and lust feels like? joshua pulled away and tyler looked confused.

"tyler we cant" joshua rasped. he wanted more than to be here with tyler forever. "kiss me, please?" tyler looked down at joshua, his pupils blown wide with lust. he has never felt so desperate before. "kiss me, keep kissing me" he begged and joshua wrapped his arms around tyler before flipping them over.

"God tyler" joshua says out before reattaching their lips again and again. tyler presses his body against joshua. he wants to get closer. he wants to feel every single inch of joshua's body.

"tyler this is wrong-we can't- fuck you look so beautiful right now" joshua admits as he looks at the feminine boy under him. his lips were raw and he just looked so submissive, joshua couldn't take it. all of his thoughts were filled with tyler. tyler tyler tyler.

joshua was about to reconnect his lips but he heard a knock on tyler's door. joshua hurriedly got off tyler. kelly opened the door.

"dinners ready" she looked at the two boys confusingly. their hair was wild and it looked like something happened. she ignored it and went back downstairs. tyler and joshua looked at eachother before busting out laughing.

"do you think she knew?" joshua asked. tyler shrugged. "who knows with that woman"

after dinner the 3 of them went back upstairs and hung out in tyler's room. ashley and tyler were doing eachother's makeup while joshua was working on homework. he looked at tyler, who was preoccupied with ashley to notice he was looking at him. they just made out less than an hour ago. why didn't it feel weird? it didn't make things awkward at all between them, and joshua really liked that. he didn't really know what was going to happen between them, but he was glad tyler was apart of his life.

"JOSHUA" ashley yelled which brought joshua out of his thoughts. he had realized that he had been staring at tyler for the past 5 minutes. tyler blushed and looked down. "yeah ashley?" joshua asked turning his attention back on her.

"what are we doing for thanksgiving?" joshua thought for a moment. "we're going to hayley's, why?"

"because i invited you to come spend thanksgiving with me" tyler smiled. joshua nodded. "cool yeah, we will swing by" joshua said playing it cool but when ashley wasn't paying attention joshua winked at tyler.

when it was 9:30 joshua told ashley that she needed to get ready for bed. ashley complied and went to the bathroom to take a shower. joshua needed to take one as well.

"you can use my bathroom if you want" tyler spoke up. joshua nodded and grabbed his bag and went to his bathroom. after stepping out of the shower he got dressed, which he wore basketball shorts and socks. he started to feel insecure about his scars all over his body. he knows tyler won't care but that still didn't stop him from being scared. after he brushed his teeth, he walked out of the bathroom. tyler was in his pajamas, at his desk reading. he looked up and smiled.

"sorry i can put on a shirt if you want" tyler shook his head. "no you're fine, you're body is beautiful" tyler smiled and joshua blushed. he told the brunette that he needed to go say goodnight to ashley. he walked into the guest bedroom to see ashley laying down with the bear joshua got her. she was fast asleep. he went over and kissed her on the forehead.

"goodnight ash" he whispered.

when he got back to tyler's room he laid down next to him and wrapped his arms around tyler. he just felt so safe with him. like nothing could ever happen to him as long as he was with him.

"goodnight joshua" tyler said kissing his cheek and snuggling up in his chest.

"goodnight angel"