Angel of Darkness

Explanations and Nightmare Thoughts

I start to wake up. Pain crawls from my toes to my head. GODDAMN IT!!!!  What happened? The memories of what had happened before I blacked out flash through my mind. I start to cry from what had happened.... oh my god.. I was raped! "Oh my god, Elizabeth! You"re awake!" Jake yells. He rushes over to me and looks at my face. I wrap my arms around his chest and start to cry into his shoulder. "Shh shh... it"s okay. The bad man is gone" he coos into my ear. I suddenly push him away from me and scream at him. "WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU!!! YOU SHOULD HAVE HEARD ME!!!" He sits there looking at me with sadness in his eyes and pain just circles him to have to see me this way. "I did" he says as he looks at his hands in his lap. I don't say anything but look at him with so much pain and betrayal in me."I saw him start to approach you in the alley but when I tried to get to you he glanced at me and I vanished somewhere I didn't know. I tried so hard to follow your thoughts but when I would try I could hear his thoughts telling me that you're his now. That it's his turn to play with you" he paused for a moment then continued "Once I finally found where you were I saw a shield of symbols that read of camouflage and un-tracking. So when I finally got through the  shield which took a minute I busted through the wall and well you know" he continues to stare at his hand like their some fascinating new thing. After about 5 minutes of him doing that he looked at me and said one sentence that sent shivers down my spine. "He'll come back.... he always does."

For the past 10 minutes I've been walking around asking the same questions over and over again. " Who is he?" "How can he come back? HE'S DEAD!" "What symbols?" "Why am I not healing?" "How could there be symbols that kept you from finding me?" "Is he even HUMAN?!" but every time I got no answer and a lot of pain in my body, so I calmed down and walked toward Jake, grabbed his hands and looked down at his beautiful face. His pitch black hair partially covering his crystal blue eyes. He looked at me with fear covering his face and surrounding him which allowed me to feel his fear. His fear for me and my safety... I sat down in his lap, put his arms around my waist, and wrapped my arms around his waist as well. We sat like that for what felt like eternity without moving. He started to move his hand up my back,to my long messy hair and moved my hair to the left. He buried his head into my neck which calmed me and made me feel happy for once.

After a few minutes he then something that I liked very much. He started to kiss my neck softly, grazing his plush lips against my sensitive neck. He then started to bite my neck a little and that went to full on aggressive kisses against my neck and collarbone. Damn! This feels amazing. I really don't care if only known him for 3 months. Three months that passed by too fast... I want him. I want him so bad but I'm scared. The thought of us doing that filled me with joy but the joy soon disappeared when the memories of what happened mere hours ago crushed all happiness. I assume Jake felt the change in my energy and mood because he stopped and looked at me with eyes full of curiosity and fear of what I was thinking about. "What were you thinking about?" he asks me. I ponder for a moment to figure out what to say. "Nothing... It was nothing" but he isn't convinced. "You were thinking about what happened, weren't you?" he asks yet another question. "Yes'" I let him hear my thoughts that I  blocked from him moments ago and waited till I was done 'showing' him my thoughts. "I won't hurt you like he did. I would never do that to you' he paused 'Christopher was a bad guy and a bad choice of a friend for me" I immediately sit up and with a curious face and asked "He was your friend?"