ironstrange headcanons

Broken.

Hey! I've had this idea on my mind for a few days and I've finally decided to write it down.
TRIGGER WARNING: rape. It's not really described though, it triggers me too. Don't read if it triggers you okay? Stay safe.

Battles are always tough, both for Tony and Stephen. The injuries they leave behind usually aren't so bad, it variates from bruises to broken bones and stab wounds, but they usually manage to get it in time and heal it but traumas never go away.
The grief destroys you from the inside keeps you isolated from the people you love will always be a part of you and who you are. And example is Tony's and Steve's battle Syberia. Since that moment for Tony it's been 100 of times harder to gain somebody's trust and it's even harder to get used to physical contact. The only person was able to get a kind of physical contact with Tony is Stephen. His comprehension towards his problems and insecurities made tony be able to gain his trust. But the tables have turned now.
Stephen went to the dark dimension for sorcerers stuff and he knew The place he was in was really dangerous. The benemonths are used to take pleasure from sex, even non-consensual one, but Stephen did not know that. They rarely kill the victim but leave them with the trauma and serious injuries. They are animals, brutal monsters such as rapists.
Stephen was not expecting that thing to happen. He never thought it would happen, at least not to him. The place was scary for him to know where to go and hide. The creatures were interested in the human, so small and slim compared to them.
They first closed him in a circle, and he knew he had to get ready to fight, but all of a sudden, one of the beasts held him from behind, sliding the sling ring out of his fingers.
"God no"  he thinks. This is not going to end up well.
"Stop". He demands when one of them started to untie his vest. "STOP!" He screamed trying to get free from the beast's grip, but he couldn't. He was way too weak compared to it. He didn't give up though and obviously tried to fight them back.
Wrong choice.
As soon as he started moving more the head of the clan lend its ugly and cold fists on Stephen's cheekbones. The force it had made Stephen whimper and cry out in pain, tears forming in the corner of his eyes. Stephen could hardly breathe since the magic band, which was summoned by the beast was tightening around his neck every time he made a movement. He had no choice to surrender and let and them using him as sex machine.
It all lasted for hours, that seemed to be infinite for the weak man. His body is covered in bruises, cuts and blood, and it's hurting like hell. He restlessly lays on the ground sobbing, destroyed from what happened with tears in his eyes. He can't move. He can't talk nor breathe.  His throat hurts from crying and his back is killing him. He is so scared that it will happen again, and he doesn't even have the strength to crawl and get his sling ring that is right in front of him. The cloak was ripped in half when tried to help his master, and Stephen had Lost every single hope of surviving this. But he didn't know the cloak was currently trying to get to him, since it has been trapped between two rocks. When Stephen hears The aggressive slapping he thinks it's one of the beasts looking for him again, and looks around worried finding the cloak asking for help. He tries to get up and reach the cloak with all his strength and when he finally reaches it, has never been so happy to see a piece of fabric in this life before. With the help of the cloak he walks towards the sling ring and slides it on his fingers, drawing a portal to the sanctum. His whole body is shaking and you could still see his bruised body because he couldn't tie his vest. As soon as he steps in the sanctum, he notices that Tony was  there. The mechanic is standing right in front of the doorway,obviously waiting for him to return. The injured man falls on the ground in pain for the exhaustion and can't stand up.
Tony immediately runs to him and kneels to check if stephen was good or not, going to hold him with his arms.
"STEPHEN! Stephen what's wro-"
Stephen cuts him off by telling him not to touch him, in a rude way, but understandable.
"No. Go away. Don't touch me. Don't- don't touch me!"
Tony is confused and opens his mouth to say something but he holds back his words. Something really bad might've happened.
"Stephen, it's me. Please I'm not going to hurt you. I don't know what happened to you but I'm sure I'm not here to harm you in any way. You're safe."
The sorcerer is now crying loudly clutching his chest and shaking, not facing his boyfriend.