Her name is Serendipity

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I've never thought i will be close to this annoying guy. before he came to my life the only thing i want is to die and i didn't know that he will be one of the reason why i want to live my life, it's been a month, and everytime i'm having a episode. lagi lang siyang nasa tabi ko para pakalmahin ako and i found myself being comforted everytime i'm with him. he's my comfort zone. 

"akina kase yaaan! matatapos na ko fred! isang chapter na lang!" kanina pa ko nagmamakaawa sakanya dito pano kinuha nya yung librong binabasa ko.

"seriously serendipity?? pang ilang beses mo na to nabasa! tsaka... lagi nalang jan sa libro tingin mo eh. di ba pwedeng ako naman?" his last words are not clear to me. wtf did he just said??

"give it back!" umiling sya sakin at itinaas ang kanang kamay na may hawak na libro. Mahirap na abutin siya dahil mas matangkad sya sakin sinubukan kong pumasan sakanya oo naabot ko sya at nakuha ang libro pero yung mga tingin nya? I think i more like it to look into his deep eyes that to look in the deep words inside my book.

"EARTH TO SERENDIPITY!" Halos mapatalon ako ng marinig ko ang boses ng workmate ko na si rica

" Lagi mo nalang akong ginugulat!" yep. I've finally found a friend. She's Rica. Nakatrabaho konsa cafe and now we're friends.

"Pano lagi kang nakatulala! Lagi mo nalang bang iisipin yung first love mo?? HAHAHAHHA"

"It's not funny rics shut up." It's been two freakin long years and everytime i remember him, im lost.

I tried to keep myself away from everything, i even tried to kill my self but i can't because there is a high hope that my fred will come to life.

"hey! it's been two years. Bakit ayaw mo syang i let go?!"

I was about to answer my work mate but there's somone who catched my eyes.

"Goodmorning sir! What's your order?"

"One americano please."

"Name?"

"Rico."

Hold the fudge up. How can somone from my imagination come to life and order an americano?!

The way he look, is the same as my fred's face, the way he speak, is just like the way fred speaks whenever he's angry, and the way he looked at me is just like how fred looked at me when he said "I love you"

Pumunta ako sa kusina at kinuha ang order nya.

"Ako na magbibigay." sabi ko sa waiter.

"Pero ma'am break time nyo po!" di ko sya pinansin at nagpatuloy sa ginagawa.

Habang papalapit ako sa lamesa nya ay di ko maiwasang kabahan. Hindi ko alam kung bakit? Dahil ba baka bumalik lahat ng sakit? O dahil takot akong malaman na parte na naman sya ng malawak kong imahinasyon.

"Here's your order sir." binaba ko sa lamesa nya ang inirder na kape at dapat aalis na ng hilahin nya ang aking pulsuhan. He looked at me like i did something to him.

"Excuse me sir. May trabaho pa po ako. If you need something approach the cahier men. Thank you!" sinubukan kong makawala pero lalo niyang hinigpitan ang hawak sa palapulsuhan ko.

"Ikaw nga. Ikaw nga si serendipity." yes he whispered it but i heard it right. He called me serendipity just like how fread called me by my name.

"How did you know me?" pinaupo nya ko at nagsimulang magsalita.

"I was in a coma for a year. And you are part of my dreams. Ikaw si serendipity santiago and you are always talking to a random guy named fred. March 17th i woke up at alam mo ba ang huli kong nakita? Ikaw na sinusubukang patayin ang sarili dahil nalaman mong walang totoo. I tried to stop you but i can't because everything went white. Tell me pity totoo ba lahat ng napanaginipan ko??" hindi ko alam kung pano nya nalaman lahat ng iyon pero isa lang ang sigurado ko. He's real. Totoo na lahat ng ito. Hindi na kathang isip.

"oo nangyari nga lahat ng sinabi mi. Pero bakit ikaw? Bakit ka totoo? Totoo ka ba kasi tototohanin nyo na lahat ng sakit? If you're just here because you want me to get hurt, get loss please?" sawa na akong masakatan kaya hanggang kaya pang pigilan pipigilan ko.