I have been struggling
Holding on
Or at least trying
Trying to make this work
But there's no use crying over snow that doesn't fall
Or glass that doesn't shatter
I fear there's no use trying anymore
It's been weeks now
Since we started drifting
And weeks since I began to question us
And I can't help but wonder
if I should broaden my mind
Or walk out the door
Should I try harder to fix this, when it was never really good in the first place
Or should I move on
I wish I could say I want to fix this
My my desire points to the door
I didn't make this decision lightly
I struggled
I stressed
I lost sleep
Over this one choice
It wasn't easy
But I think I must walk out the door
Or should I?
I've been caught up in this storm, before the sun comes back, and after it has already been covered up
I've spent days with one single thought in my mind
Should I broaden my mind?
Or walk out the door?
This is a big decision
Biggest one I have ever had to make
Should I listen to what I think I know
Or what I know I used to think
I think I should walk out the door
I have been struggling
Holding on
And trying so hard
Trying to make us work
But there is no point in crying over false dreams, or empty hope
I used to wonder if
I used to think
But now I know
I know I should walk out the door
