Eccentric (Niall Horan)

Chapter 35

I'm breathless by the time Niall decides to pull away, but I frown at the look of his face. His eyes are shut and he's tightening his fists by his sides. He looks almost as if he's upset this will be the last time.

The last time.

It hurts my chest and aches my heart to even think. About that. I'm already guessing that there will be some statement Niall will say to hurt my feelings and get him and myself pissed off with each other. Then we wouldn't have fixed what was screwed up with each other, and Louis would disappointed with us. Especially me.

"Century I-" Niall begins but I cut him off before he can go any further. I know that I won't be able to stand hearing him say it, so if I do it. I would feel a little confidence.

"I know" I start causing Niall's eyes to snap open. "Keep it on the lay low and don't mention it" I fix my shoe and begin to walk away bowing my head like a sad child when Niall grabs my arm and spins me around pulling me into his body.

"You got to fucking listen to me!" He shouts in my face frightening me. Niall notices and let's go of me taking a step back and softening his features.

His breathing is uncontrollably fast. He has his hands on his hips as he concentrates on the floor. He's thinking about something. About what? I don't know but he looks deep in thought.

"Century you don't understand" He growls through teeth.

"What don't I understand? That you don't like me but yet take me to have sex with you just so you can turn me down again. You lead me on and every time your with me you act so different, and it sucks that it only happens when intimate. Don't you ever think that you hurt me"

"I lead you on?" His brows furrows moving closer. I open my mouth but don't say anything. He stares at me intently, examining my face, my actions.

"That's not the point" I look away behind him so I'm not looking into his eyes.

"It's exactly the point, I don't want to hurt you. I'm not good enough for you, your this rich girl who lives her life perfectly and if someone like me comes in the picture it will fuck everything up" He takes a step closer, hovering over my body. I can't even manage to step back and get away. I'm having this eager feeling to stay close to him.

"You've hurt me enough with your comments" I attempt to walk away but Niall grabs me before I can take a step.

"You don't walk away from me until I finish" He snaps pressing his fingers into my arm. He let's go immediately. "Do yourself a favor and stay as far away from me than you possibly can" He says emotionally and glances towards my eyes before he walks away in the direction his bike is parked  

It takes me a full minute to recover and follow Niall who is already straddling his bike when I arrive. He has his head lowered to his helmet. Looking down at it and his lip pouting. He looks upset its cute, and I cant tear my eyes away from him. That is when he looks up at me that I turn away almost immediately. I come close to him, so that Im ready to climb on when again for the last time. He grabs my arm, spins me slowly, hitting my lower back against his bike. 

For a moment Niall doesnt do anything. His eyes are looking into mine, looking for some kind of reaction but he doesnt get anything. I keep myself still. His almost seem like he is asking for permission. So instead I connect my lips with his. Making no hesitation he places his hands on my waist as I wrap my arms around his neck. 

To my disadvantage, Im about a foot smaller than him. Niall has to bend his torso a bit as I go on my toes to reach his lips. Im surprised to my height that he is a giant compared to me. Taller than Cassandra. Even Jason is only about two inches taller than her. 

I feel Nialls hands slide under my shirt, just a litle bit. So that he can slip his fingers in the waistband of my jeans. Like always his fingers are cold, but with the contact of my skin, they become instantly warm.

Niall groans agaisnt my lips. He's kissing me passionately, slow like he means it. These are the types of things that confuse me. He tells me to stay away from him, as fas as I can when he comes to me with these types of things. Kissing me, or in this situation kissing him. I guess I cant blame him for this.

"Fuck" Niall says beneath his breath as he pulls away leaning his forehead against mine. His eyes are shut closed and his lips are still parted. I like the view of him right now.

I finally come to my senses that this, whatever this is, its not healthy for me or for him. He makes no sense and Im tired of it.

"Niall, can we just go?" I ask politely looking at him with googely eyes. 

His face flashes with anger. He huffs and hands me the helmet, almost shoving it to me. He climbs on, waiting for me turning the engine on. This is going a whole different direction than I was expecting for it to go. I didnt intend to have him get mad at me.

Sighing, I get on placing my hands to grip the back of the seat. My thighs touch the back of Niall, but I think thats awkward enough.

Niall speeds, tightening his muscles as he does so. He's going the same direction we came from, faster than he was before. But he seems so professional. If I were in the back of someone elses motorcycle, Id probably be freaking out right in this moment. With Niall, I seem almost safe.

We make it to the original street we were heading to the North Fork, almost running into Louis car. His wheels screech and so do ours causing me to wrap my arms arounf Niall so that I dont go flying out.

"Where the hell did you take her Niall!" Louis shouts coming out of the car and shutting the door closed with full force. "You cant just take her like that Niall!" Is he, jealous?

"Calm your fucking balls Tomlinson, you know well enough I can have her just as much as you can" Niall bites back. What am I? Some kind of toy?

"Oh yeah since when? Last time I checked, you cant keep a committeed relationship with anyone!" Louis shouts grabbing onto my hand he says "Come on Century I probably should have been the jealous type and prevented you from going on with Niall" He pulls me off and I take my helmet off. Louis takes it from my hand and shoves it to Niall. 

"Id like to go home though" I say to Louis glancing at Niall. Desperately wishing that he would stand up and offer to take me, but my thoughts are wrong and he simply sits there with no care against the world.

"Ill take you just get in the car" I hesitate for a moment but then again whats the use. I do as Louis says and get into the car, looking back at Niall through the black tinted windows, watching as Louis talks to him, having Niall talk back looking angry. Louis then turns on his heels and shows him his middle finger and gets in the car angry. Only a few words coming out of his mouth before he starts the engine.

"Same fucking mistake"