Dear Richie,
Today's the last day of Rehab. It's been three months, I feel better now though. I can't wait to see the others, I had been avoiding them before...but they just wanted to help.
I miss you a lot. I do everyday.
I don't know if I'll find someone else...the though scares me, falling in love with someone else that isn't you.
Though, I don't think I could ever love anyone like I loved you. What we had was special...it was something you can replace, ya know?
I'm not gonna go chasing after people. I'll wait for love to come to me.
It hurts though. Love. It's a beautiful kind of pain...disguised in lies to cover up the truth. The hurt.
Maybe, sooner or later, I'll join you, wherever you are. And maybe, I can be in your arms again, feeling safer than ever.
Oh yeah, your Mom visits me a lot here. She tells me about you, and how much you loved me. It's nice, but it also hurts sometimes, that's okay though.
I have to go, Sonia's here to visit me.
Love,
Eds♥️
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(A/n: my stomach's been hurting all day, and I feel like vomiting. I might get the stomach virus. I really don't wanna go to school. Life's just great)
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FanfictionEddie Kaspbrak and Richie Tozier are best friends, though everyone knows they have something special. Eddie tries to ignore his feelings for Richie, he tells himself that he doesn't like his tall tough best friend, but feelings don't just go away...
