It Started with a Dream (AshMatt) - Completed

Chapter 37 ~ Most Beautiful

She woke up at six in the morning, 9 pm naman sa Pilipinas. Hawak-hawak pa rin ang cellphone nya. She immediately checked her messages and got surprised with the reactions of her friends. Pero nag scroll-down lang sya hanggang sa makita nya ang first message na galling kay Matt.

Love, I set myself not to be jealous pero nasaktan ako. I know you’re really a great actress pero di ko pa rin mapanood nang matino e. I saw the behind the scenes footage from your fans at fans ng Jung na yun na gustung gusto ka na raw nila saktan kasi ang swerte mo raw ; I’m upset… Di mo man lang ako naalalang itext after the shoot :( May taping ako mamaya, I’m still waiting for your text love. Please….

 

“Shocks, di ko pala natapos yung text ko sa kanya kagabi. Lord! Paano na to ?” she exclaimed. She still doesn’t open other messages sa phone nya. She went straight to her laptop and check for the videos na sinasabi ni Matt. She needs to review the videos bago nya iapproach si Matt kasi baka reasonabole naman ang pagseselos nya. She knew him, he’s a very sweet person but a bit possessive when it comes to her.

She searched her name on twitter and saw some offcam videos. Puro behind the scenes lang naman at ilang fan videos bago magstart ang taping. There are many photos, one which has a very bad perspective for Matt. Nakuha lang kasi sa ibang angle, akala siguro ng lahat ay sweet na sweet sila bago mag take. Iba lang kasi yung anggulo. Maybe this is why Matt was really in bad mood.

So she texted him with a short message.

Love, I’ll call you once you’re available. I’m sorry, nakatulog na akokagabi sa sobrang pagod nang hindi pa naisesend ang message ko sayo. I’m sorry.

 

She waited for him sa skype pero di pa sya nag-oonline. Maybe he was still on the taping pero di pa rin maiiwasan na mag-alala sya, baka  nagtatampo or baka may ibang pinagkakaabalahan.

“Sino bang hindi magsasawa sa ginagawa ko?  Matt, ano bang nararamdaman mo? Siguro you’re thinking that I’m the worst sa lahat ng naging girlfriend mo. I think I’m not deserving, I’m always absent kapag kailangan mo ko. (sighs)” she said while looking at the pictures of him sa instagram.

Then at last, he’s online. She immediately called him, at ang bumungad sa kanya ay ang smile nya, fake na fake talaga yung pagkakangiti kaya wala syang nagawa kundi magsorry.

“Okay lang yun, naiintindihan kong trabaho lang yun pero I really don’t know kung bakit hindi mo agad ako naupdate, I really understand na pagod ka, pero ako rin naman e, kahit marami akong trabaho, ikaw pa rin ang iniisip ko. I hate this feeling Sarah.”

“Sorry love, sorry. Pero you know naman kung gaano rin ako nag-aalala sayo. Please.” She was about to cry when she saw Matt’s disapproval.

“Nakita ko lahat ng videos, lahat ng clips sa shoot nyo. It kills me. Why do you have to be that sweet? Parang ako rin sya na tinatapik-tapik mo sa braso, you held his face gaya ng ginagawa mo sa kin. I really thought na ako lang ang ginagawan mo ng ganyan pero --- “

“Matt naman o, di ko yun alam. Di ko sinasadya. Tsaka ano ka ba, walang kaalam-alam yung tao na nagiging cause na sya ng away natin. Matt, please, sorry na. Sorry.” Now she’s crying. Ang sakit-sakit kasi sa dibdib na nakikita nyang nagagalit si Matt. It’s the first time na nagtalo sila. She didn’t want this to happen kasi ito yung kahinaan nya, mabilis syang umiyak at very transparent sya sa feelings nya, nadadala nya sa trabaho nya.