I Think He "Like Likes" Me [Sequel to 5 Things I Did]

Chapter Three

ok so basically it's gonna get kinda sexual so yeah warning I guess. oh and trigger warning for like every trigger in the story in advance. okay go read now.

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(Jack's POV)

I have no fucking clue what I'm doing with my life. I mean, Alex doesn't completely hate me if he has me pinned down on his bed right now, right? And Rian saw us making out, so what now? I don't know what I'm doing with my life in the long run, but I sure as hell like it right now.

Alex was straddling my hips and smirked down at me, driving me wild. He started sucking on my sweet spot and I moaned loudly in his ear. "Fuck." I panted as he rocked his hips against me. His hands moved down and unbuttoned my pants, sliding them down and off my legs. Alex trailed his fingers up my bare chest, "Jack, I'm gonna go so fucking hard on you. I told you I was gonna make you scream. Fuck, you're so hot." I just hummed a response and he slid my boxers off and began to slowly stroke me. He kept a slow pace and I whined, "Faster, Alex. I'm gonna die waiting for you to make me cum." "Is that a challenge?" He smirked again at me. "Of course it is." I replied. It wasn't planned on being a challenge, I just knew that Alex would fuck my brains out just to prove a point if I said it was.

Alex quickly stripped the rest of the way and flipped me over. His hot breath was against my back, giving me chills. He bit my earlobe and whispered, "I'm gonna fuck your brains out and I'm not gonna stop until your screaming my name just like the slut I fell in love with in highschool." I bit my lip to try and silence a moan, and Alex kissed my shoulder and ran his fingers up and down my back. "C'mon, Alex. You're taking like eighty years." I whimpered. He didn't even respond, just slammed into me at a fast pace, giving me no time to adjust. I yelped a little but it turned into a moan when I heard Alex's hard breathing in my ear. I gripped the sheets as he pounded into me even faster. I was panting and moaning his name, and I could tell he liked it. "Fuck, I'm gonna cum." I moaned, causing Alex to moan loudly in my ear. That did it for me, and I made a mess of Alex's sheets as he finished inside of me.

I would have told Alex I love him, but he'd break my nose in and tell me to get the fuck out. But I couldn't bear to look at him and know I such strong feelings were one-sided. "Well, I gotta go. See you next time." I got up to start getting dressed. Alex whined, "Can't you stay? Just a little longer?" I wanted to just explode because I think he knew what he was doing to me. "Stop it. I'm leaving." I continued getting dressed, buttoning my pants back up. "Stop what? I just want you to stay with me." Alex got up and got dresses too. I rolled my eyes, "Stop acting all coupley with me when you basically hate my guts." He walked up to me and hugged me from behind. "I don't hate you, Jack. I just don't like you like a boyfriend. But we're friends, right?" He said in a sorry voice. "But you told me that you hat-" I started, but Alex interrupted. "I lied. Jack, you've been my best friend since freshman year. You think 9 years of petty fighting can change that? I'm sorry, I really am. Can we just put it behind us and be friends again?" I sighed and nodded.

But the problem was I knew I couldn't trust Alex to keep this. He's gonna hurt me and were gonna go right back to the beginning. "I still have to leave. See you tomorrow?" I slipped my shirt on and grabbed my stuff. Alex nodded and I walked out the door, heading to my car.

Once I got home, I knew that I would have to face the fact that Rian still saw what happened. I glanced over at my fridge where a 6-pack of beer sat, but I knew I shouldn't. I can't have another night of drinking my feelings away and waking up feeling even worse, because I knew it would lead to bad old habits. I decided to watch a movie and fell asleep.

(Alex's POV)

I watched Jack leave from my bed, which I should probably clean. I got up and went down to my kitchen, deciding I needed some food. My head was screaming at me not to eat, that I didn't need any more food because I was already too fat. "Well fuck that, I don't have anyone to not be fat for. So I can eat whatever." I yelled at myself. I ended up ordering a pizza and watching a movie until I fell asleep on the couch with Sebastian snuggled at my legs.