Was it worth it?
the question I keep asking myself.
Not just because of one situation.
All of them.
Did I actually save everyone?
they don't even know.
What does it matter?
I just end up alone.
Gretchen is alone.
Elizabeth is upset.
Cunningham is out there.
Cherita has no defense.
Kitty is telling opinion over facts.
Everyone is misinformed.
Where's the good?
Should I of stayed?
in a loop.
The loop would have stopped eventually.
It was inevitable.
Was it inevitable to leave them like that?
Were there any benefits?
pros over cons.
That's how I should be thinking.
I can't help but to think that isn't right.
It's cons over pros.
Where's the good?
Pomfrey has her job.
So does Monnitoff,
it was never in danger.
Frank is alive,
no hole in is face, he must be happy.
Mom doesn't have to worry about me.
Elizabeth can vote for Dukakis.
Grandma Death will walk back and forth.
Kitty can take Sparkle Motion to the nationals.
Seth and Ricky can continue to bully.
Gretchen is alive.
Everything is back to normal.
I don't want to accept it.
I have to.
