What is love?(outsider and sandlot)

Chapter 2

Bella is on the top

Benny's POV

I woke up this morning with Bella stroking my hair and saying
"Benny wake up its me Bella "
I looked at her she was so beautiful her brown eyes and her brown hair.
" Good morning beautiful bella"
No Benny she doesn't like you, you have to keep on going with your baseball career, I told my self in my head of course.
I got up and was going to get ready.
"Mmm......B-Benny" Bella told me I a not so good voice. When I looked down I realized I was with no shirt and not pants only boxers I was so embarrassed I blushed an looked down. I quickly got jeans and a t-shirt and grabbed my PF flyers and got toast and went out the door to the sand lot.
" hey Benny look there is a boy he must be new should I ask if he wants to play some ball with us?" Bella told me i started getting jealous and angry and she left, i was looking at her she kept talking to him and brought him over to me.
" Benny, Scotty he wants to play with us" she gave me that look so I yes and we left.
We got to the sand lot and nobody wanted to play with Smalls. Bella was getting really angry and mad Bella is not that nice but she was HOT . Squints started making fun of him and Bella punched him hard in the face and blood came down his nose. Bella ran to the dugout and started to cry.
I ran up to her and said " Listen Bella we didn't mean to make you react like that im so so so so so sorry" I pulled out my pinky and she did two and we did a pinky promise we both said "promise" at the same time
" Benny you always know to to make me happy" she whispered my ear
I blushed and she left to go play
Smalls didn't know how to play at all so I taught him and Bella was so happy. We were playing some base ball until I saw her, the ONE AND ONLY BELLA looking at me I caught her staring at me while I was playing ball I felt some heat go to my cheeks and turn bright red I can tell same thing happened to her but she looked away, I didn't know if she liked me but I assume not. I went home to my older brother Jacob yelling "HEY IT IS THE ONE AND ONLY BENJAMIN FRANKLIN RODRIGUEZ....so your here early" I slammed the door and ran to my room, my brother knows I really like Bella and when I'm not in a good mood I run to my room and he knows to leave me alone. One day he came in my room when Bella was hanging out with me and Jacob said "You guys should go out., don't you like each other?" I chased him out the door and punched him hard in the arm he knows when I'm super mad at my self for not telling Bella how I feel about her and it kills me everyday I couldn't handle it so.... I have to tell her tomorrow.

NEXT DAY.....

I walking to Vincent's drug store to get a baseball when I see Lily Green, to be honest she is pretty and all that but Bella was so much more beautiful, hot, pretty, gorgeous, and so much more that I can't explain. "What do you want Lily?" I asked with some annoyance in my voice " I want you Benny I like you a lot like more then Friends!" She said and she leaned in and kissed me it was a kiss so I kissed her back until I saw the girl that Im truly in love with...... with tear running down her cheek and with a very very very hurt expression on her face she ran so fast I could catch up to her I didn't think she would like me more than friends until that moment. I tried looking for her but she never showed up, I called her millions of times but doesn't answer. I felt so bad i felt kind of broken actually. I ran home and ran to my room and started to cry. I heard a knock on my bedroom door it was Jacob " heyyyy....... wanna talk" I didn't feel so well and I think talking would be a good consideration since I don't have anything else to do so I said a really sad soft but loud enough that he can hear me voice "....sure". I felt horrible I told Jacob everything and he just was shocked. " if you really loved her then why did you kiss Lily? I mean it was so clear BELLA LOVES YOU SO MUCH AND NOW SHE IS GOING TO GET OVER YOU AND NEVER EVER TALK YOU AND YOU WILL BE DEPRESSED AND MISERABLE ,.....even though she will be more hurt since you did it." Jacob really opened my eyes a bit more when he yelled at me " Thanks Jake" " no problem little bro, just try to relax and apologize and tell her how you truly feel about her, BYE!" Jake really did know his shit so I just feel asleep until the next day.

NEXT DAY.....

Every one was looking for Bella she hasn't come home in a week I was getting worried, THE HELL EVERYONE WAS WORRIED SHE WAS THE SUNSHINE TO MY RAINY DAYS AND WAS THE LIGHT TO THE DARKNESS I COULDN'T STOP WONDERING WHERE SHE WAS OR IF SHE WAS OKAY! UNTIL IT HIT ME I know where Bella is....I remember when Bella and I were kids we would always go to the top of the hill and play and talk about our struggles in life. So I went to look there first and there she was...... When I saw Bella on the top on the hill looking at the sun set she looked so amazing like a ANGEL, I was so happy to see her. I walked over to her " What are you doing here Benny?..." she said in a painful voice, "Listen Bella, you are the best thing that has happened to me and every single day I enjoy being with you, you are so beautiful, funny, kind, caring, very strong and so much more that I can't even explain I-" she cut me off "listen Benny I didn't mean to react when you kissed Lily it's just...just-" I had to tell her so I did the thing that nobody would imagine me to do.......