What is love?(outsider and sandlot)

Chapter 18

Bella at the top

Bella's POV

I woke up and I was still kinda happy on what happened between me and Benny but sadly I had to go away forever....

"MORNING BELLA TIME TO GO!!" My "dad" yelled with happiness. I hope he dies in a hole because he a a huge fucking dick.
I force my self to get up and go to Tommy's room
"Good morning beast ready to see our big brother and our new home" I said trying to be positive
"Bella I don't wanna go" tommy said with sadness
"Tommy I will be there for you and plus let's think positive...okay"
"I'm positive that we are going to hate our house and our new brother and will have no friends" tommy said
" TIMOTHY JOHNATHAN JONES STOP THINKING LIKE THAT!" I whisper yelled
"Bella we aren't jones anymore" tommy yelled
"I'll ask mom what we are then" I felt really bad for tommy because his life was here.
I went down stairs and saw my mom
"Hi honey how are ya ready for the trip" she said with a small smile
"Mom what's my last name?"I asked
"I forgot to tell you, your last name is Randle, so Bella grace randle and timothy Jonathan randle Okay"
"Thanks mom" I said with a fake smile
I ran to my room and got dressed (outfit on the top). I looked In The bathroom mirror and said
"You can do this, you will start all over and nobody will know your horrible past" I was breathing a bit that way I can clam my self down.
I got my luggage and my back pack and put the door I went. But before I left I looked at my room and noticed all the memories I had here with Benny, Elijah, tommy, and the sandlot boys. With that I left my room.
"Come on tommy time to go we are going to be late!" I yelled
Tommy came finally with a huge frown on his face
"Tommy it won't be that bad and plus we get to restart Okay"
"...okay..."
we went to the car with our luggage and drove off to the airport.

AT THE AIRPORT....

My "family" walks into the airport and I keep on thinking. Will my brother like me? Does he know I'm coming? Do we have parents? Where do we live? So many more that it stresses me out.
Me and tommy got our plane tickets and were ready to leave and that's when I see that one person that will make me cry. BENNY AND THE SANDLOT BOYS. I couldn't believe they were here.
I ran up to them and gave them a group hug it was painful because I was leaving and I don't even know if I will see them ever again. We were all having a good time and talking until the  speaker said
"Flight to Oklahoma Tulsa takes off in 10 minutes" my heart broke
"Well Bella this is our final goodbye" Benny said
"No Benny don't say that we will see each other again I promise, you will always be my one true love." I said hoping that I won't start crying.
"I love you Bella and I always will" I kissed him one last time and pulled away.
"Elijah i lo e you with all my heart you helped me through the hardest times of my life and I love you for that and for all the good times we had together, find a girl that is not a bitch and that actually cares about you, never forget me okay, you were my one true brother, I love you so much" with that I left walking with tommy
"WHAT ABOUT US YOUNG LADY WE TOOK CARE OF YOU!" My dad yelled
"NO YOU DIDNT THE ONLY THING YOU WOULD DO IS DRINK AND HIT ME AND TOMMY YOU WERE NEVER MY FUCKING DAD AND GUESS WHAT IM GLAD IM NOT YOUR DAUGHTER ANYMORE SO FUCK OFF!" I yelled in his face me and tommy left and I flipped him of. I got in line with tommy holding my hand.
"Ready for a new life tommy"
He nodded his head and with that we went into the plane.
We took our seats, I sat next to the window and I looked out of it and saw Benny, I started crying and put my hand on the window, he did the same but in the building. Tommy hugged me and the plane started to move. I put my head phones on and listened to music and tommy watched ninja turtles and fell asleep I did the same.......

Benny's POV
When I got up in the morning I felt horrible. The love of my life is leaving me with that I tested up a bit but I had to be strong for her. I got dressed and ran to the smalls house and then ham and the rest of the boys. We all walked to the sandlot everyone looked so sad, depressed, and just horrible.
"Guys I know that we all feel horrible right now an-" of course somebody cut me off
"Benny our life is going to change without her!" Squints said
"Yeah yeah I won't ever see her again" yeah yeah said sadly
"Benny man nothing is going to be the same" Bertram said
"I KNOW OKAY, YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME BECAUSE I WONT BE ABLE TO KISS HER OR BE WITH HER EVER AGAIN MY LIFE WILL FOREVER CHANGE WITHOUT HER SO CAN WE PLEASE GO TO THE AIRPORT AND SAY OUR FINAL GOODBYES" I said crying and yelling in anger
All the boys were silent on our walk tot he airport nobody said or did nothing except walk.

At the air port...

When we walked in we just sat there waiting to see if Bella came late or if she already left.
"B-Benny What is life going to be like without her?"smalls said sobbing
"I don't know smalls, I really don't know"
At that moment I started thinking what life would be like when Bella left. 
And there walking with a suit case came Bella.
She looked so gorgeous, to bad I'm never going to see her again. Me and the boys were standing there with a sad smile on our faces and Kenny with some tears but he kept saying there was something in his eyes.
Bella ran up to us and hugged us tightly I never wanted to let go. We talked for a while and had a bit of fun before she left but i really don't want he to leave.
"Flight to Oklahoma Tulsa takes off in 10 minutes" I felt like I was going to die
"Well Bella this is our final goodbye" I said trying not to cry
"No Benny don't say that we will see each other again I promise, you will always be my one true love." Bella said her eyes were so watery
"I love you Bella and I always will" She kissed me one last time it was a passionate goodbye kiss
She walked to Elijah and said something to him he was crying a lot I mean I don't blame him she is such an amazing girl. She left walking with tommy and I honestly couldn't handle it a tear slipped my face
"WHAT ABOUT US YOUNG LADY WE TOOK CARE OF YOU!" Of course her horrible father yelled
"NO YOU DIDNT THE ONLY THING YOU WOULD DO IS DRINK AND HIT ME AND TOMMY YOU WERE NEVER MY FUCKING DAD AND GUESS WHAT IM GLAD IM NOT YOUR DAUGHTER ANYMORE SO FUCK OFF!"
Bella  looked a little happy when she said that but I really didn't want her to leave. I ran to the window to see her get on the plane with tommy.
I was trying to see Bella from where I was standing all the way to the plane windows,that god I found her, I think she saw me because she put her hand on the window and looked at me I did the same, my heart started to break.
I saw the plane move and I just stood there crying and crying not loud but silently. I heard foot steps
"Hey Benny I know how much you are going to miss her and I know you guys have been friends since she was 6 years old and now more then friends is even worse." It was Elijah he always knew when to say something real meaningful. I didn't say anything just tear slipped my eyes
"Benny I'm going to miss her too and plus she can always come visit or you can go visit her" I was kind of happy he said that. Elijah gave me a hug, I was kind of surprised that he gave me a hug but it was the right moment. I hugged him back.
"Thanks man" I said
"No problem I will always be next door if you need anything" Elijah said
With that he left.

When I walked home lots of questions filled my mind. Will she come back? Will she find someone better then me? Will she be okay? I have a huge list.
I opened the door to See Elizabeth Jacob and my mom sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hi honey how was it?" My mom asked
"Benny are you okay you don't look well?" Elizabeth asked worried
"You should sit little bro" jake said
I walked over to the table and sat down
"She left... forever" I said sobbing
"Ohh Benny she didn't leave forever" my mom said trying to confort me but it didn't work
"Benny your going to be okay yo-"  I cut Liz of
"NO.. i-iM NOT GOING TO BE OKAY!!" I yelled, still crying though.
I ran stormed of to my room and face planted on my bed and just cried. All those memories of Bella and me I just couldn't imagine life with out her.
I heard a light knock on my door. I ignored it.
"Benny can I talk to you brother to brother" it was jake of course.
I still didn't say anything just sobbed. He sat in my desk chair.
"Benny I know how hard it is to leave someone, I've been through it"
"How did you stop hurting jake how?" I said quietly
"I moved on I just thought that one day I would see her again and that kept me going just don't think that she is gone forever you can still see her FaceTime her text her fly to Oklahoma and visit her Benny, just stop knocking your self down. I know you will be okay you have great friends and baseball to keep you going okay, i don't say this much but I love you Benny feel better loser"  he said messing up my hair and a sad smile on his face. He left. I layer in my bed and thought about all the great times me and Bella had and those memories I knew were going to stay with me forever....