Dally's at the top
Dally's POV
When Darry called me, I forced my self up and walked to the Curtis house. I was so depressed, I felt like shit, I look like shit too. Bella made me like this, she said that she didn't love me and that hurt like a fucking punch in the face.
"Buck give me a beer!" I said loudly
"Dallas I don't think it is a good idea ."
"Buck please I don't need no pitty now give me a fucking beer before I leave."
"Only if you say and promise that you aren't going to drive"
"I promise now give it" he gave me the beer and I left walking.
I drank the beer and tossed it to the side. I don't need Bella I can find another person right? NO I NEED BELLA WHAT THE FUCKKK IS WRONG WITH ME. I was getting closer to the Curtis house and I honestly looked like a pile of shit. What do they need me for now?I knocked on the door because I did not have the feeling to open the door.
Darry opened the door and he yelled
"Dallas what happened to you!"
"Bella broke my heart. She grabbed it and threw it on the ground and stepped on it. Im silting inside." I said what I was feeling
"Dallas what happened to you." Johnny said
"I think she told you already.i said stumbling into the living room
"Dally are you okay" two bit said
" do I look okay?" I said
"No"two said back
"Dally tell us what happened when we left." Steve said
"I was sitting with Bella and she started yelling at her phone. She threw it on the ground and ran outside and cried. I looked at her phone at it was a picture of her gang in Cali. And it said the He shouldn't have changed. Oh and did I say that this was Benny's story on Snapchat. I went to check on her. I said that it would be okay but she yelled in my face that she doesn't love me and that she never did she loved Benny. I left after that and I went to bucks got real drunk too I passed out after that. Man I fell real hard for her." I told them
"Dally well she left." Steve said
"Why?"
"She said she missed it back home in California, she is there right now." Ponyboy said
"Oh no what is TOMMY GOING TO SAY OH NO NO NO TOMMY IS GOING TO BE SO SAD." Steve ran out of the house to pick up tommy.
I didn't feel anything because I was already broken when she said that to me. I wanted to cry but I sucked it up.
Everyone was sad and looking at the ground.
"We're sorry Dally" Johnny said
"She never loved me it was all an act, no body can love me. did I love her? HELL YES but I should have known." I said
"Dally do you need a hug" Johnny said
"No!" I yelled
"Get me a beer" two bit got me a Beer and said
"It's okay dal she will be back"
"I don't want to see her she broke me and if I see her I will break even more and start what I never ended in New York." I said
"What did you never end?" Soda said
"I can't tell you guys, you guys will stop me"
"Dallas of it is anything stupid then you have to stop." Darry said
"Well it helps out with pain" i mumbled
"Dally are you suicidal" pony asked
"YES TOU FINALLY GOT ME" I said
"Dally you can't kill yourself it won't help." Ponyboy said
"Well i don't do extreme death, I do cuts" I showed them my arms. There are a bunch of scars on my wrists that I usually cover up with chain bracelets.
"Dally you have to stop." Johnny said
"Well I haven't done that here I only did it in New York. I have a play ground here."
"What do you mean" Darry said
"Well here I Can steal, fight and do more stuff, not in New York." They all sighed, I looked down and played with my beer bottle.
Steve came in with tommy and he said
"Listen when you hear this you can not lock yourself in your room"
"Okay" Tommy responded
"Steve tell him already" soda said Steve squatted down to his size and said
"Tommy Bella's gone" Steve's eyes started to water
"Where?" He said
"She left and went to California" Steve said
Tommy's eyes started to water really fast
"Tommy you okay?" Steve said he started to cry and he shook his head saying no.
"I-I want b-Bella back" he started to cry so much, this must be killing Steve and tommy.
"I know tommy I know I want her back too." Steve said sobbing, Steve hugged him tightly and said
"It's okay tommy"
"She can't go again not again" he said crying. Steve has tommy in his arms they were both crying. I started to cry, I know me big bad Dallas Winston has feelings. I couldn't take it in no more I exploded and started crying.
Everyone was either crying or was silent.Bellas POV
I woke up and changed into a a good outfit to play baseball.
That is a picture of Bella and that is her outfit.
I started getting a bit home sick. By that I mean I missed Steve and tommy so much.
Fuck I forgot to call them so I turned on my phone and dialed the Curtis number, I imagine he is there right now.
"Hello?" Darry said
"Good morning, Darry can I talk to Steve." I said
"Of course bella, we all miss you so much, bye bye now. STEVE SOME ONE IS ON THE PHONE FOR YOU!" Darry yelled
"Hello?" Steve said in a really depressing voice
"Steve I'm sorry I left. There was just things that I had to fix here in California."
"Babygirl why did you leave, it's breaking my heart so much. I am failing as a big brother."
"No you are not you are an amazing big brother I can't ask for a better one because you are the best" I said tearing up
"Tommy is a total wreak, he is still crying" Steve said
"Can i talk to him?" I said chocking in tears
"Of course, tommy come" Steve said
"Hello?" He said with a very very sad voice
"Timothy I love you, don't be sad" o said crying on the phone
"But Bella you are gone and it makes me sad that you are gone, I want you back" tommy said crying
"Timothy promise me that you will be okay and do not do the same thing you did California"
"I promise"
"Remember that I will be back, baby do not cry, I love you so much and miss you." I said trying not to cry even more
"O-Okay, i Love you too"
"See you soon"I said
"Bye"
Steve got the phone and said
"Bella who are you with?"
"I'm staying with Mr. mertle, he is like an uncle to me"
"Okay just be safe and be back"
"I will I promise. I love you Steve"
"I love you too princess"with that he hung up.
I started to cry. Fun.
I fixed my make up and went outside to see Hercules.
"Good morning Hercules" I said with a smile he barked and ran up to me.
"Are you hungry, here have this" I took out some steak and gave it to him.
"Do you want to go for a walk?"
He just barked and I laughed.
"Bella you know you can't take Hercules on a walk" mr mertle said
"I know I just wanted too"
"Well you can't. And don't you have to go to the sandlot I already hear boys talking."
"Will do, byye" I said climbing the fence and jumping to the other side."Bella did you sleep in the beast house" squints said cleaning his glasses
"He is not a beast he is just a overprotective dog that I know really well. And no I didn't sleep in his house I slept in mr mertles house."
"Okay then, PLAY BALL!" Ham said
"What about Benny?" I asked them
"He won't come, he is to busy fucking his girlfriend and messing up his life." Yeah yeah said
"Bella He isn't the same benny you left" smalls said
"You saw him yesterday" Kenny said
"I need to talk to him. Start playing!" I yelled and ran to Benny houseI stopped at Benny's house and took a breath. I knocked on the door.
"Listen I am busy right now so can you leave!?"Benny said opening the door
"Benny.."
"Your that girl from yesterday."
"Where's your mom?"
"Cooking why?"
"MRS RODRIGUEZ!!" I yelled, Mrs Rodriguez ran to the door and said
"Benny What did you do now and who is at the door." She said walking over to the door
"Ma who is this" Benny said
"Benjamin Franklin Rodriguez mi estas diciendo que no conoces a esta chica?" She said talking in Spanish( you are telling me that you don't know who this girl is) this is what Mrs.Rodriguez said.
"No mama i don't know who this?" Benny said
"Benny do you remember bella" she said
"Of course she was my first love" Benny said
"Well I am her" i said
"Prove it"
"Okay What do you want me to say." I said
" when did we meet and where did you run away too when I kissed lily and what did I do?" He said, Benny is so stupid
"So i met you when I was 6 years old and we were best friends I caught feelings for you and you kissed lily green and I was there that broke my heart I ran to a hill that we would always go to when we were sad, you found me there and confessed your feelings for me and you kissed me. I loved you so much."
"Bella do you still love me?"Benny said
"I never stopped, I thought I did but I never stopped loving you"
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