What is love?(outsider and sandlot)

Chapter 31

Dally at the top

Dally's POV

Bella. Bella was on my mind, even though she is  a normal fucking broad. She is getting me crazy I don't know why? I've never felt this way for a chick like her, she is just different, real different, she knows how to fight, she is so gorgeous like unspeakable, I can't believe she is Steve's little sister, they look nothing alike.

When I met Bella she was cold and hard, like if she doesn't know if she will fit in or something, so she acts like that. Like me kinda but I'm more of a good then her.

I like smoking, stealing, fighting, going to parties and getting drunk, picking up broads, messing with people. I also get into the cooler, most cops know me already, I'm in there often, in fact I just got out, good behavior. I'm a hood a no good one, everyone is scared of me, I've got a reputation. I can't be seen with no goodie goodie you know. Like socs, socs are a piece of fucking trash. They jump inocente greasers like ponyboy and Johnny. I just can't stand it.

Last year Johnny killed a soc, everything was crazy, now it is okay, I guess. Now we have a new arrival, Bella and tommy. I know things are going to change in tusla cause of them.

Bella was playing strip locker with the gang and I and I was winning. Bella kicked me in the fucking nuts, that hurt like fucking hell.

Then we played truth or dare. Everyone went round and I had to ask Bella something for truth or dare, she didn't know what to choose.
I had a great time with the dare, but with the truth she 100% got a mental break down. I didn't think she would miss California so much, and her boyfriend. I felt kinda bad.

She cried for like 2 hours, how the duck does she have so much tears. Not even ponyboy has that much tears and he is a crybaby.

I went to apologize cause Steve and Darry made me, and tommy told us what her life was in California, my heart felt this pain. Was I really getting feelings for a girl that just moved to Tulsa, and her brother is Steve. I can't, I just can't. I'm DALLAS WINSTON DAMMIT I SHOULDN'T HAVE feelings.

After she left home with Steve and tommy, I stayed at the Curtis house. I felt I bit bad for making her think about California. Anyway the next morning I left a bit early at like 9:30am, everyone was still sleeping. I wanted to go see Bella, so I did I was walking to Steve's house and I saw 2 socs beat to death. One was sitting on the floor real scared.
"What the fuck happened here?" I asked and laughed
"Are socs not strong no more?" I kept laughing at them
"Listen Dallas it wasn't any greaser, it was a girl, she kept saying that she wasn't in the mood and that her boyfriend broke up with her. She was real pretty but we didn't think she had the strength to beat us up."
"How did she look like again?" I asked hoping it wasn't Bella
"Oh, has long brown hair, brown green eyes, really pretty, has the perfect body bro like you can't imagine, I've never seen her in town"
"Bella fuck, which way did she go?" They stayed silent.
"TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK SHE WENT!?" I yelled
"we don't know she left us unconscious on the ground once she left."
I heard some slamming and yelling.
"I got to go"
I ran but got a bit tired so I walked. The yelling got louder and the slamming too, but it stopped.

I saw a girl curled up in a ball and she was crying. She sounded like Bella so I asked.
"Bella that you?"
"Go away" she said
"What the fuck happened here, it looked like a hurricane came in" i said
"Please go away, I-it's n-not a good t-time." Bella said sobbing
"Bella what's wrong, first off I found some socs unconscious on the ground beat up badly, and now this, what the fuck is going on"
She looked up. She looked so hurt. Makeup running down her face.
"What happened to your hands? Did you beat up them socs and killed the car"
"Y-yes" she said choking on tears
"What happened babygirl" i said.
"B-Benny broke up with me, h-he found someone e-else." She is such an amazing girl, she is real special, how can someone break her heart.
"How you know that?" I asked, because how does she know if he is California.
"I missed him so much that I texted him. He said that he misses me too but can't be away from me anymore. So he found another girl a-and-"   She stopped and started punching the ground
"BELLA STOP HURTING YPUR SELF! YOUR KNUCKLES ARE ALREADY BROKEN!"
I yelled I don't want her to suffer that much pain
"N-no I just can't handle it" She said
I sat next to her, and grabbed her hands.
"Bella look at me" I said
She slowly looked at me eye to eye.
"It's my fault" She said starting to cry
"NO it's not he is missing out on you"
"Dally you don't know who I am!  Do You know who I am?! HUH" She yelled
"What!?" I yelled with anger
" I AM A PIECE OF SHIT. I HONESTLY DONT WAN TO BE ALIVE!  THE ONLY THINGS THAT KEEP ME GOING WERE BENNY, TOMMY AND STEVE! BUT I LOST EVERYTHING. I DONT HAVE HOPE ANYMORE" she sobbed. I know what she is going threw. When my mom died it broke my heart, my dad started to beat the fucking shit of me, so I ran away.
"Bella stop. When I met you I knew you were different. In a good way. The gang kept talking  about you. Steve is worried sick about you." I tried to make reason out of it
"No he isn't "
"Yes he is"
I tried hugging here but I never hug nobody cause I'm not the person. She hugged back and cried. We stayed there for a good 1hour
"Let's go to the Curtis house"
"Don't let me go, please" She begged
So I didn't let her go. I picked her up bridal style and Walked to the Curtis house. She fell asleep on the way, she looks so peaceful when she is asleep. WHAT THE FUCK AM I SAYING.