Bella lived in California and loves to play baseball at the sandlot with her gang she really loves this one guy but doesn't know if he likes her, but when she moves to Tulsa Oklahoma everything changes, and she meets new people, and lives a new life...
I've been in my room for a day. I was thinking of Benny and California. I guess I didn't realize how much I miss them. I miss his lips on mine. Steve and tommy come in to check on my once in a while, but I usually don't talk, I'm just there, looking at a picture of me and Benny.
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His smile would bright up the room. I really do miss him. But I wonder, does he miss me? Is he with another girl? Does he still love me? So I got the courage and texted him, for the first time in 4 days.
Hey Benny I miss you so much, I was wondering how you were or if you wanted to face time. I love you so much, I really do, all the memories come back to me every two seconds and I really miss your touch, your kiss, your smile. I really miss you Benny. Hopefully you didn't move on from us.
I texted him that. I took a breath, one sec later
BELLA I miss you too, I also miss your kisses and your smile, I love you so much, but I don't think I can't do this anymore😔 it's to hard being away from you. I have been sad the last 4 days. I don't think I can do us anymore. I'm really sorry, I still love you though. I also have this new girlfriend, her name is Ella, she is so nice, she loves baseball too, but she isn't as tuff as you. I'm sorry. I love you.❤️
Benny texted
My heart broke. I felt anger take over me. I ran out my room, looking for a fight. I ran out of the house, I ran, ran fast. I was so mad, why did he do that!? I heard a car come up to me. "Hey there pretty lady, wanna come for a ride?" The guy said I ignored him and kept walking. "Hey I was talking to you" I flipped him off. I kept walking, I wasn't in the mood. 2 guys got out of the car. They grabbed my arm. "Your coming with us!" The guy with curly hair said "NO AND YOU DONT WANT TO ANGER ME RIGHT NOW!" I said "Or what you will call your mommy" they other guy said making fun of me I punched the guy hard in the face. I started fighting them both. I think I broke their noses cause I heard a crack, when I punched them. They kept trying to take me down, but I was a bit stronger, and like I said I wasn't in the mood. The one guy was laying on the floor unconscious. The other one I was punching hard. He was on the floor too. I kept yelling and crying "WHY DID HE HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME!" "who"he said groaning in pain "MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND, I HATE MY LIFE, AHH" I kept punching him. He blacked out. I left them there and started looking for other people to fight. I kept walking, and got to this abandoned lot. There was a busted car. So I started to punch it, hard. My knuckles were all bloody. "WHY DID HE HAVE TOO DO THAT, FUCK BENNY FUCK MY LIFE, i want to die, EVERYTHING WITH ME IS WRONG!" I kept punching. I fell to the floor and started to cry. "Why me? Always Me" I said, I started to punch the floor. I knew my knuckles were broken. But I don't care I just kept punching, thinking that will help the pain to go away. I walked up to the busted car again. I started to kick it. I destroyed the car. There were dents, I also ripped of the door, I threw it on the ground and jumped on it until it snapped. "FUCK YOU BENNY!!YOU DID THIS TO ME!! I LOVED YOU!!" I yelled "I really loved you" I said whispered I was all bruised up. Blood filled my hands, my knees felt weak. My knuckles were broken. "Why did he do this to me?" I couldn't stop punching the car. It was too painful to not stop. "WHY BENNY WHY DID YOU DO THIS FUCK YOU I HATE YOU I HATW MY LIFE I HATE MYSELF. I AM A HORRIBLE UGLY FULL OF SHIT GIRL!" I yelled and kept punching the car. Let's just say that the car was about to break into pieces. I leaned on a tree that was next to the car. I slide down, and cried. I curled up into a ball and cried. I heard foot steps. But I couldn't move I was stuck into the position. "Bella that you" "Go away" I said, they voiced sounded very familiar "What the fuck happened here, it looked like a hurricane came in" the guy said "Please go away, I-it's n-not a good t-time." I said "Bella what's wrong, first off I found some socs unconscious on the ground beat up badly, and now this, what the fuck is going on" I looked up. I knew I had tears on my face. It was Dally. "What happened to your hands? Did you beat up them socs and killed the car" "Y-yes" I said choking on tears "What happened babygirl" he said. "B-Benny broke up with me, h-he found someone e-else." "How you know that?" He said "I missed him so much that I texted him. He said that he misses me too but can't be away from me anymore. So he found another girl a-and-" I stopped there. I started punching the ground "BELLA STOP HURTING YPUR SELF! YOUR KNUCKLES ARE ALREADY BROKEN!" He yelled "N-no I just can't handle it" I said He sat next to me, and grabbed my hands. "Bella look at me" he said I slowly looked at him eye to eye. "It's my fault" I said "NO it's not he is missing out on you" "Dally you don't know who I am! Do You know who I am?! HUH" I kinda yelled "What!?" He said with a bit of anger " I AM A PIECE OF SHIT. I HONESTLY DONT WAN TO BE ALIVE! THE ONLY THINGS THAT KEEP ME GOING WERE BENNY, TOMMY AND STEVE! BUT I LOST EVERYTHING. I DONT HAVE HOPE ANYMORE" I sobbed "Bella stop, when I met you I knew you were different. In a good way. The gang kept talking about you. Steve is worried sick about you." "No he isn't " "Yes he is" Dally hugged me. I could tell that he doesn't hug nobody. But I did I hugged many people I loved. I hugged dally because my heart was breaking right now. "Let's go to the Curtis house" "Don't let me go, please" I said Dally picked me up bridal style, he walked to the Curtis house. On the way there I fell asleep.
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I headed boys talking. "She's waking up" I could tell that was soda "WHAT?! REALLY?!" "Two bit keep your voice down" "Oh Bella what happened" I knew that was steve. I opened my eyes. The first person I saw was Dally. I looked into his eyes, they looked worried and scared but also cold and dark. "Bella what happened" ponyboy said, a tear ran down my face "B-Benny" is all I could say "Dal look what you've done to her, now she can't stop thinking about Benny" Johnny said "I-it's not his fault." "Then why are you all bloody and crying" Darry said "W-well, Dally reminded me of b-Benny, when he told me to talk about him. I just kinda broke down after that. I missed him so much. I cried for a whole day. I stoped crying and got the courage to text him, so I did." "What you say" soda said "I said how much i miss him and love him, and that hopefully he gave up on us. He texted me back and said that he misses me so much, but can't do us anymore, that it's to hard for him, he also found another girl. He said that he still loves me but as friends, he also said sorry. That's why I ran. He broke up with me. I was angry, I started running and these socs saw me there was only 2. They kept bothering me and saying to get in the car with them. I said no, I also said that I wasn't in the mood. One of them was like 'why are you going to tell your mommy' I started full on fighting. I took out one of them. The other one was on the ground, I started punching him hard, he blacked out after I took him down. I ran into a lot and started to punch a busted car, I destroyed it. My knuckles broke and started to bleed a lot. I yelled and cried. Dally found me, he helped me" I said "Does dally have a soft side for Bella" two bit jokes "SHUT THE FUCK UP KEITH" dally yelled "Don't call me Keith!" He yelled back. "Can I clean up a bit? In the bathroom" I said "Of course, you can borrow some of pints clothes." Darry said " thank you" Ponyboy gave me sweat pants and a crop top that he had. "Thanks ponyboy" "Anytime Bella" I jumped in the bathroom and locked the door. I turned on the shower, the water was warm. It felt nice on my skin. I finally got out and changed. I felt much better...
