Chapter 34

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Darry dally Johnny ponyboy Soda twobit and Steve aré at the top in order. ^^^^

Bella's POV

After Dally and I made out, we went inside. I really hope nobody saw.
"I saw that, got kinda grossed out" ponyboy said reading his book
"Don't tell a soul"
"Okay, but I won't have to, you guys necks explain everything." Ponyboy said chucking
I ran to the bathroom and looked In the mirror. FUCKKKKK. My collarbone had 4 hickeys, and I can cover it up, but I have no fucking makeup.
"Hercules we have a problem." I said whisper yelling
"What is the problem?" He said walking over to the bathroom
"Dallas I have 4 hickeys on my collarbone ."
"And" he said smirking
"Steve will beat the shit out of me, and I can't cover it up, and also you have something right there" I said pointing at his neck that had 3 hickeys, that I gave him.
"Oh fuck, now we are both exposed" he said laughing
"Dally this is serious"
"Princess it's not that big of a deal" I mean he was kinda right, I might be able to fix this by wearing a hoodie or something
"Cowboy I am going to home and change, into something more appropriate."
"I'll come with." Dally said
"We will be back ponyboy" I gave him a look, and he waved goodbye.

We got into his car and he started to drive.

We made it to my house. I rushed to the front door
"Princess why are you in such a rush."
"Prince the guys are going to wake up soon and I need too pee." I said smiling
I opened the door and ran inside.

I went for the bathroom and showered real quick.
"Babygirl what song you want me to play"
"Can you play the Beatles, PLEASE" I yelled from the bathroom
"Okay" and he did, I felt so calm when I heard there song.
I got out of the shower and wrapped my self in the towel and went to my closet.
"What should I wear?"
"Anything Princess"

 "What should I wear?" "Anything Princess"

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That's the outfit she wore.
"What do you think?" I said walking out of the bathroom.
"You look hot."
"Thank you." I  giggled out
"We should get going." Dally said
"Okay" with that we both left the house.

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We made it to the Curtis house. I carefully opened the door. Everyone was still sleeping but pony and Johnny were awake and reading.
"You guys finally came" ponyboy said
"I had to change" I said
"Totally" Johnny said
"Shut your trap and don't you see new clothes on me"
"How do we know that you guys didn't do it."
"Well first off I'm wearing makeup and I didn't have makeup earlier and we came straight back, so stop assuming"
"I guess." Ponyboy said
I sat on the couch with dally and watched some random thing on the tv. I felt him play with my hair, and that made me giggle.

It was 9:00 and no one was awake except pony, Johnny, Dally, and I. I stood up from cuddling with dal and went into the kitchen. I got a pot and pan, and I slammed them together and yelled
"WAKE UP IDIOTS ITS 9:00 AND YOU GUYS ARE SLEEPING GET UP!!! WAKE UP" I said slamming the pot and pan. There were some grunts and groans.
"It's too early"two complained
"Well Mickey is playing."
"MICKEY!" Two turned in the Steve and started to watch Mickey Mouse.
"STEVE, AND SODAPOP YOU GUYS HAVE WORK WAKE UP!" I yelled
"SODA WAKE UP WE ARE GOING TO BE LATE!!" Steve said jumping up and running out the door with soda
"Where's darry" I asked
"He left early, to work." Pony said
"Oh"I said
"Princess you know you are so hot when you are yelling"
" very funny" dally grabbed my waist and sat me on top of him.
I went on my phone on Snapchat and looked at everyone's story. Benny posted a video of his girlfriend making funny faces, and a picture of him and the sandlot gang but it was a very old 
Picture, I actually found my self in the picture so you know it is very old. The picture said
'I miss them all I should have never left or changed'
I shook my head and yelled at my phone.
"YOU FUCKING IDIOT BENNY! YOU MESSED UP YOUR LIFE JUST BECAUSE I LEFT, YOU BUTT CHEEK ON A BURNING STICK!" I threw my phone on the floor and ran to the porch before anyone said anything.

Dally's POV

I was sitting with Bella and she started yelling at her phone, she threw her phone and ran out of the house and sat on the porch.
"What was that" Johnny said, I picked up her phone and it showed a picture of 9 boys and her. It said 'I miss them all I should have never left or changed' and it was Benny's story. Bella was freaking out over this. Wow.
I walked to the porch and she was crying.
"Bella are you okay"
"Y-yeah, n-nothing is wrong, I-I'm totally not freaking out that b-Benny changed his life because of m-me, and now it is all my fault that h-he changed" I can't believe that she is beating her self by thinking that even though it is kinda true.
"Bella you it's not your fault." I said trying to comfort her
"YOU DONT GET IT DALLY!" She yelled at me
"What do I not get" I mumbled
"I STILL LOVE HIM!" She just said that. I'm dumb going for a girl that obviously still loves her ex-boyfriend. She let me fall for her; she told me many times that's he loved me, but I guess I was wrong.
I ran to my car, and turned it on. I hit the gas petal and made it to bucks in less the 3 minutes. I parked the car and stormed inside.
"Give me the strongest drink you got buck!" I said said with anger
"What happened to you" he said giving me a drink. I ignored the question and chugged down the bottle
"Give me another one." I said
"Slow down there Dally" he gave me another. I chugged that one down too.
"Buck yo don't got anything strong!" I yelled
"Dally What happened to you." He slapped me
"Bella she fucking doesn't love me and I fell for her!"
"How do you know that"
"Because she yelled it in my face"
"Well I'm that case here" he gave me 10 shots.
I drank them all.
"Dallas she is just another broad, she don't need you." But he was wrong I actually loved her and I showed her my true self. I fucked up bu doing that.
"You don't understand Buck I showed her my true self, not dark, cold, tuff, no feelings Dallas, I actually fell for her"
"Dallas you will be okay"
"How do you know that"
"Because I'm not letting you go see her tomorrow" with that he gave me a beer. I chugged it down, now that was strong. That beer hit me hard. I got drunk real drunk that I passed out on the bar...

Bella's POV
I just told Dally that I didn't love him. I fucked up I cried some more on the porch steps.
"What was all of that" pony and Johnny walked up to me and sat next to me
"You don't love Dallas" Johnny said
"I-I'm sorry but I thought I did."
"Why didn't you tell him that instead of yelling at him." Pony said
"Because I didn't want to break his heart"
"I think you already did" Johnny said
"I want to leave, I don't want to be here I want to go home." I said
"We can walk you"
"No I want to go to California" I was actually saying this
"I really need to go back" I said
"Bella you are okay here you have us your brothers" pony said
"I can't anymore it's been 5 months and my life is already falling apart, I want to leave" I sobbed
"Bella you don't mean that" Johnny said
"I'm going home" I got up and walked home and cried.

I opened the door and got a luggage. I put clothes int where and girl stuff too.
I also wrote a note:

Dear family,
I left to go to California, it's to hard for me here, I know you guys think I am real happy but deep down I fell  like I don't belong. I want to go back to California and see my old gang and Benny, I also really miss the ocean and my "older brother" Elijah. I won't be gone long but I need time. Tell Timothy I love him and that he can't not lock him self in his room for 5 months again. Tell Dallas that I'm sorry that I didn't love him but deep down I still care for him. Tell the gang that I will miss them. And you Steve I love you so much, remember that. I won't be gone for ever. I will call you when I get To California. I love you bye
~Bella Grace Randle I love you guys

With that I left to the train station.
I took a deep breath and hopped on the train to California. I played some Billie eillish on my head phones and fell asleep.

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